Posted on : Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Posted at : 10:32 AM


Happy One Year, One Month Annimisery, well supposingly.

I'm here not to say how much I want you and need you back in my life.
I won't beg for it, no I won't anymore.
I won't be there any longer if you were to turn your back around.
But if you do, you'd only watch me trying to forget about you.
And I always wanted you to know that you couldn't have loved me better than anyone else could.
You still do mean a lot to me than anyone I've ever loved at all.
But for now, I guess I just can't feel my heart anymore.
I believe things are better off this way.
Most importantly, I've learn to see things in an optimistic way.

Maybe.. we were never meant to be and were always meant to say goodbye.
This time, I'm strong enough to say that I love you enough to let you go.
So I'm letting you fly, love. Isn't this what you ever wanted? :')

I know that one day, you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry.
Don't worry, love. It will be soon before long.
Just look around you and I guess you already got her close to you.
I'm proud of you, in every way.

Till we meet again.. love?
Nah, I don't think so.

Sealed with love, kisses and hugs.

P/S
Thank you for visiting my dream and living in it last night.
Eventho my dream was like a playback of everything we used to go thru, I'm really thankful that I get to go thru it once more and see it replay.

I can never deny that I will miss every bit of it..
From the things that I used to complain and hate about you,
The endless walks that made us go into circles w/o us realizing,
You wrapping me around your arms and trying to steal kisses from me,
You and me making future plans and doing pinky promises to each other not to ever quarrel again in the future with our heads on top of each others',
And how you ever told me that you won't love another but only me as the first and last.

And even much more, you know it yourself, don't you?
But most of all, I will miss you loving me and me loving you like there's nothing else in the world that matters.

For the last time I'm saying this.
I love you, very much. And I will miss you even much more.
Maybe like some saying, look up to the sky and see the stars shining bright.
That's how much I love and miss you but it's more to like for infinity.

"There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless dramas and the people who create it and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good. Afterall, life is too short to be anything but happy"