Posted on : Thursday, February 28, 2008
Posted at : 8:56 PM

Fxckface, you don't deserve to be call as a "friend".
Just so you know, you suck as bad.
You're the suckiest amongst the suckest, sumpah betul.
Don't worry, I'm sure you'll get what you deserve soon.
So long till my curse falls on you, bitch. *cross fingers*
Infact, you ARE the baddest/flirtiest bitch.
So fuck away from me then.
I don't mix with girls who have no integrity and self-respect.

Please refer to the dictionary the meaning of,
1.Trust
2.Secret
3.Personal

Thanks and please.
Don't ever think I'm going to gain my trust on you back.
You're just an actor in disguise.
And deep down inside, you're in a plot with my biggest enemy.
That one boy who almost blew up my reputation in Riverside Secondary School.
*roll eyes*

Sigh, oh great.
It's just the first term in my new school.
And I got people having rumours about me.
Sometimes I feel like breaking down infront of everybody.
And I'll make sure I'll prove to you that I'm weak.
But nevermind, I'll have my revenge after March Holidays.
CHEH-.-

P/S
I need a break.
And I desperately want a punching bag!

Posted on : Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Posted at : 9:05 PM

Sheesh, it has been a long time I tak update hor?
Huahua, miss me or not? -_-
Confirm miss punya lah kan.
K perasan siul.

Anyway, School was alright lately.
There isn’t any World War 3 and such between me, anybody and anyone.
(Go to hell to people who hates me)
But kan, I think I got a crush on a lelaki, serious tak bedek!
And this time it’s for real, neither do I thought I would get hooked to anyone.
Alamak, I hate it when this strikes, you know!
Babi he’s cute to the max dot com sial-.-
*drools*

Right, Common Test Results are out already.
WOOO, I got second highest for English, Art and Malay Subject.
What a great achievement ehk, baguuuus.
I know I know…
Let’s just cross fingers that I’ll pass my Geography Test.
Cause satu haprak aku tak understand about it, excluding scale reading.
Tsktsktsk-.-

Besides all this, number seventeen still exist in my daily basis (duh).
Very annoying siul, is it a huge coincidence or whaat?
Like come on, why does the song Sweetest Girl always pops out from somewhere?
And right before the song was played, I was reminiscing the past.
Hell you know, it’s driving me nuts.
Cheh, macam paham-.-

Okay, I actually got more to update.
But just so you know, I got this sickness of laziness.
And, and, Hani’s Birthday Bash rabak nak mampus.
Everyone looked as though jorg kene lempar with muntah kucing siul.
Betul tak bedek.

Taraaa~

Posted on : Friday, February 22, 2008
Posted at : 9:57 PM


WOOO, they're the first bunch of Malaysians that made me drool.
Sheesh, the one at the far right is really amazing siul-_-
Okay nevermind, enjoy the video lah.

Posted on : Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Posted at : 12:44 AM



Sheesh, my eyes are swollen due to myself crying constantly.
Neither could I believe that I would've the guts to behave in that manner.
But it isn't my fault isn't it?(Or maybe part of it is mine-.-)

Sometimes I think/know I changed(negative), right when I'm a Secondary One.
Maybe it's bcause I've been keeping my feelings inside instead of letting it all out.
Especially the "major breakup" I had, which was a month ago?
(Eleh, depression nampak)

I'm really pressurized siul, serious tak bedek.
And sumpah I'm in need of P.B.S }:
*drools*

P/S
How I wish I'm Hiro Nakamura-_-

Posted on : Friday, February 15, 2008
Posted at : 6:06 PM

"never can i deny that i miss having you here with me.the times we spent together.. is still stucked in my head.i really miss you and us, sigh..but wait, i know it won't come back after all this"



I swear that yesterday was the best V. Day ever bebeh.
I really feel the love coming out from each and everyone, WOOO.
And though I don't have a Boyfriend, at least my Girlfriends made my day!
Babi touching nak mampos siul-__-
Especially the gift that was given by my Recent Ex-Boyfriend, CHEH.
And I was drooling when I read the note that he pasted on the gift, serious tak bedek!
HAHA, well mestilah kata jaqun eh-.-

Oh well, I'm still left with 3 papers or so for Common Test.
I don't think I'm prepared for Maths by judging the score I got for Maths Test.
While for Science, satu haram pun aku tak paham you know!
HOHO, I think I heard of a phrase, "practice makes perfect" eh? -__-
Kepala aku pun macam nak explode already, sumpah bedek!
HAHAHA-.-

Sigh, I feel SUPER exhausted for this week, like really.
Malay Dance Practices are tougher than I expected man, pfft.
It's like as though you're dancing constantly for the 3 hours siul.
P-E-N-A-T tahu taaakk?! *roll eyes*
Well, even my legs are starting to get cramps ok.
OH MAN, I just feel like breaking down in front of everybody at times.
(Apa kehe nie, huahua)

Okaylah people.
Enough said for now.
Goodbye and I really hate you, girl.
*running aimlessly*

P/S
Is she a friend or foe? -.-
Urgh, I'll make sure you feel as though I gave you a slap on your face.
Not only with my bare hands, dengan lidah anjing pun aku boleh kasih k.
JENGJENG-__-

Posted on : Monday, February 11, 2008
Posted at : 9:13 PM

Blog's on hiatus mood.
I just feel empty somehow?
And hopefully, it wouldn't last for long since Common Test are approaching.
All I need now are just my friends..
Friends..that I used to cry on and commited to, P.B.S!
Damn, I miss you girls):


P/S
You P-I-M-P!
Suck balls, b*tch-.-

Posted on : Friday, February 8, 2008
Posted at : 11:17 PM

It has been days since I update my blog.
And the very main cause was my laziness yang melarat-larat sekali ok-_-
HAHA, malas, malas dan malas!
Dah macam minah haprak or what siul?-.-
Ahh…and there’s also nothing to blog about these past few days too.
Well, I think I deserve to be slapped with a stick for this k.

And so, Chinese New Year Holidays has already begun.
I wasn't expecting for it to begin so soon man-.-
Neither can I feel the holiday spirits coming out from me too, serious tak bedek.
Macam suddenly I have the urge to study Maths, you know!
CHEH, rajin nampak? O.o

Oh well, I'm currently missing school and my fellow 1/1 classmates.
And I think I can already adapt with my school's environment!
HOHO, and I'm beginning to love Riverside Secondary even more too.
But there's still a pair of “pussybuts” that'll succeed ruining my days.
Benci ah, aku! *roll eyes

Besides that, I'm also sick of crying and complaining for something worthless too.
Especially when it comes reminiscing the history of me, being naïve towards a dude? -_-
But every time I tried to avoid it, the song “Sweetest Girl” will always be played in the radio.
And not forgetting the constant presence of the number seventeen k!
It's almost everywhere and it's driving me insane, you know!
All I can ever question is why, why and why?
Fated or whaaat? *drools

Oh yeah, the CCA selection was list out on Thursday.
And I'm selected to be in Malay Dance.
I've been thinking to opt for Infocomm Club as my second CCA..
OH MAN, aku sumpah I want to lay my hands into those cool IT works siul! :D
Let's cross fingers that my application shall be approved luh.

Okaylah, enough said for a night.
Goodbye people, miss me ok! :D
JENGJENG.

P/S
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIANI<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG ZAINI<3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIANI!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HASZIRAH!
:DDDDD

And that's how my hair looks like in school k, gah.

Posted on : Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Posted at : 4:15 PM



DANG!
I really miss those times I had with you people, serious tak bedek-_-
And I hope that we could bond our friendship back again, that we once did.
HOHO, never I thought I could be so miserable w/o hanging out with you all.
Three words, I miss you! D':

Alermak, aku dah emo nampak! -.-
And yeah, I never thought that I need you there when I cry.
I still could remember us, crying together..

Lastly, I also miss the relationship I had before with him, GAH.
Yeah, though we both are sort of having tiffs now..
I just can't get over the memories.
After all the sacrifice I did, was just wasted.
Ain't it? :(

Posted on : Sunday, February 3, 2008
Posted at : 3:54 PM

JENGJENG! D:
Once again, I'm beginning to miss the whole lot of Woodlanders, 2007.
Sheesh, all sorts of memories have struck back into my bloody head man-__-
Hell you know, it's driving me insane when I recall back all those scenarios and dramas.
Kepala macam nak explode bebeh, sumpah bedek.
Yeeeah, people changes and itu buat aku naik very menyampah, you know.
Sigh.

HOHO, but what I really miss most, was the Raya Outing.
Awh excuse me ehk, it's not the "kachings" that I miss luh…
It's the people and the situation that made me misses that Raya Outing.
Somehow, I think that was the best Raya that I ever had for the 12 years of living.
Eh, betul tak bedek k.

What's more, the Seventeen Couples and the Pussybiatches Society…
I still remember myself and Ex-Boyfriend labeling ourselves as "beginners".
Cheh, beginners konon!
While the other two couples were "advanced" as they were a month older-.-
Hell yeah it's lame, but what can I say…
(PS: None of the Seventeen Couples exist now)

And oh! I also remembered that period when he held my fingers real tight.
Like duh lah, I screamed and moaned like nobody's business, HAHA-__-
But oh well, it's a part of history already siul.
Aisey man, but why must it turns out to be like this?
Why, why and why?
*speechless*

Well, I admit that I really miss all of that, especially having fun with my Beloveds.
And I super duper miss being high and a nuisance like I used to, HOHO.
Ahhh gawwd… it's so unfair!

Okaylah, enough said.
Goodbye:D

Posted on : Friday, February 1, 2008
Posted at : 9:36 PM

Literature, literature and literature…
Well, that subject doesn't fail to make my bloody head go "kuku" for a week siul-.-
Aiyah tak gerek langsong, sumpah betul babe!
But nevermind, at least Maths made my day, ya know!
HOHO, did I just confess that out? O.o

As for today and as usual, my school had Healthy Lifestyle.
So there went all the Riversidians, brisk walking and running for 2.4km.
Ahh… fine, I admit that I didn't really brisk walk ok!
Instead I just did a leisure walk cause I'm plain lazy, so mind me eh.

Anyway, Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day are coming up.
Aiyerr, but none of those celebrations mean anything to me.
I don't even have a "Prince Charming"..
Or maybe I did but it didn't last for long..
Oh well, and neither am I a Chinese to celebrate CNY.
What a sad thang lah huh? :(

By the way, I'm learning to set budgets now ok!
I swear I'll save my pocket money daily, weekly, monthly aites.
HOHO, this is because I'm currently pokai man! O.o
And since I've learn H.E, I did a chart to sort out my wants and needs.
Jadi senanglah sediket aku nak set my priorities right.
And, and, I can save MORE money eh. *kachings*
WOOOOO!

Ah..I just realized that I have stalkers stalking me in school constantly.
I just don't understand why he can't get over my mistakes while I can, HAH.
Whatever seh, I tell you-__-
Reminder for the stalkers!
If you talk just TOO much, I swear to you your mouth will stinks k.
You know how horrible egg yolk stinks kan?
Okay lame, but what to do…

Alright, before I bid you goodbye.
I would like to end my post by saying that I miss my long straight fringe.
And my instincts says that I should go ahead to perm my hair.
HAHA, macam paham-.-
Enough said eh, goodnight! :D

P/S
It's over and done.
BUT the heartaches still lives on inside.

Posted on :
Posted at : 3:36 PM

HOHO.
Should I apologise to people who I stared?
Should I put MY palms together and plead for YOUR forgiveness?

AWWWW, suit yourself cause I don't bother.
I'm still a junior in Riverside, learning new things.
So, why should I bother with all this eh?
But aku sumpah eh, I'll just have to do what I got to do if it goes out of hand.
And if you're a senior, you should pick on people who's YOUR age and YOUR size.
Only losers would pick people smaller/ younger than them to fight with.
Think before you talk cause you just threathened me, HOHO.
(IF you realized)

If you got issues with me, please eh.
Don't threathen me, cause it won't make things smooth, I tell you.
And if I really did stare at you, does it really bothers?
It's just a blink of an eye and then done.
It's not as if I stare at you for 5 minutes or so.
Cause if in that case, it's myself who's in the wrong.
Well, I should just say SORRY if it did bother you-.-

By the way, don't bring in issues of my Ex-Boyfriend here.
Cause that's the past which I don't wish to remember.
And please, don't be a "historian", digging out ancient stories eh?

WANSUEY!

*putting hands together saying SORRY constantly*
HAHA.