Posted on : Monday, July 27, 2009
Posted at : 2:55 PM

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As random as this may sounds, I really lurve those galz up there! Not kidding man, really.
Thanks babez for cheering me up and making my Saturday absolutely lively and hilarious.
How I wish Hasz could join us that day too seh :( -See, I tak lupakan u babe heh <3
But seriously ar, I found myself smiling from ear to ear after much inside jokes about *coughs* rabbies.
Kekek lah sangat, sampai air mata semua menitis-nitis jatuh ke pipi.

Aside from that, I'm back home early today and second thoughts, I really think I shouldn't have man -.-
Cuz I was expecting Ma to be at home, watching her favourite Mexico & Indonesian telenovela or is it sinetron? Or whatever you may call it lah, but unfortunately she's not at home. Sedih, sedih, sedih :(
So in other words, I'm currently alone at home, freaking out which I know it's sungguh tak perlu.
To think back, I think I SHOULD be freaking out after remembering about the Nenek Keropok tu. Very ngeri lah. :O
But zeriously lah, that nenek got instant glamour with her getting into the new headlines.
Not surprised if somebody were to set up Facebook account for her either.
Then she'll be what people call a Nenek Super Canggih HAHA.

Kecoh per Chia -_-

So school today was awesome, aku pun tak tahu mengapa.
Maybe it's because everyone near me was trying their best to make me laugh haha.
Hm but amongst all jokes, the best one was the pokerface song composed by Riz.
I have yet to get over it eventho the joke is considered as basi since it was already yesterday's. But still it caused me to ketawa terbahak-bahak alone in class just now when everyone was attentively learning huahua.

Besides that, I had a very "fresh" morning today and all thanks to my legong-izm.
My face expression turned into something very priceless that noone really can describe how HAHA.
It all happened when I plugged out the headset from my handphone and suddenly the music blast to the whole class.
Scary kan. I can even feel my heart thumping louder than the music that was playing at a maximum volume -.-

Ok that's all for today's entry.
I'm already drained out with what else to type on.

Before I end, I must say that I really had a great weekend on the 25th and 26th.
Oh yeaz I really shouldn't have gone to RP on Sunday man. God knows why :P

P/S
I still do keep another half of your heart, love.
I hope you do too cause I never loved someone as much I love you right now.
Let's just pray to God you won't be as desperate as you were to hook on other girls as replacement huh huh huh?
Get well soon anyway.

Posted on : Saturday, July 25, 2009
Posted at : 9:37 AM

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You promised me that you're not the same or comparable to other boys outside.
You promised me you won't ever leave me.
You promised me that you will never ever love another.
But now, at this time, you're just twisting your words with your own lies :(

I used to think that I'd be strong to face you when we're apart :(

I miss saying I love you, Matrep to you.
I miss hugging you whenever I feel down.
I miss laughing at you for nothing that's funny.
I miss receiving your messages that'll always put a smile on my face, even it's the littlest thing that matters.
I miss the way you glanced at me and making me feel awkward.
I miss walking endlessly with you and going round in circles.
I miss hearing your voice that'll put me to sleep.
I miss you stroking my hair.
I miss you and I'll miss you, more than compared to anything above. :(

I will always remember the time when you sent me flowers on my doorstep before I head out to somewhere else. (eventho I know I'm not the first)
I will always remember the way you glanced at me and put me into the state of kekok.
I will always remember the stupidity in your face when you're blur.
I will always remember the day when you gave me your shoulder to cry on when I had to let go of my emotions.
I will always remember all the things that we shared, the laughter and wishes we made.
I will always remember the promises you made, just you and I eventho it's broken now.
But I will forever remember you who once existed in my life :(

I never thought you could do this to me.
I've never even wished to move on from you but unfortunately you did first.
This pain is overwhelming man.
I can't seem to move on, even knowing you doing all this behind my back.

I'm yearning for the truth from your very own mouth :(

I'm disappointed that you lied to me to cover your own mistakes :(
This isn't the Yusuf I used to know last year during the mid of May.
The 10 months shared with you are wasted cause I thought I know you.
But I guess it was just a disguise from you :(

Now I can figure out why you didn't let me touch your phone.
It's all revealed now, isn't it? :')

P/S
There were sounds in my head.
Little voices whispering that I should go and this should end.
I find myself listening to it now cause I know she'll love you more than I could.
And the one who dares to stand where I stood. I'm glad you found her tho.
I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call.
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all.
You taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you this is what I have to do.

Posted on : Friday, July 24, 2009
Posted at : 6:07 PM

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My eyes are tired of crying over & over again, even my lenses are drying up.
Due to that my lenses are already sticking to my eyeballs. Haiya -.-
I guess today's the day that proved everyone in school that I was none other than a cry baby :(
Eventho I tried to hold everything back, just seeing you everytime tears me apart.
Do you ever know why? Bcs you used to mean more to me than anyone I've ever loved at all.
But no longer now, I guess. I just can't feel my heart anymore now.
I hardly know you now or it's either I've never knew you at all, from the start we met.

You know, I can never forgive you just with you texting me multiple and zillions of sorries.
I want to hear it, not read it.
Maybe you're just hiding truths behind those words you sent me through those text messages.
I wonder if you got balls to say that infront of my face.

I wonder why you can hang on the phone and meet up a "friend" who lives far away from Woodlands, while with me who lives in Woodlands, you simply can't spare your time or minute to call or meet me just to tell me the truth that I want to hear.
I wonder why she gets to exchange bags with you when going to school just like a couple do while with me, you don't.
I wonder why must they get the treatment like a girlfriend really needs to have, when I don't get to feel it at all.

I guess I just wasted my tears on you when I know that there are even better males with balls outside. *slaps forehead*

And congratulations for manipulating truth, Mr.
You manage to make people hate somebody just because he let me know the truth about you.
Such a denial and coward you are, aren't you? You need backups to make you feel stronger.
And I guess people who listened to you have such small minds to believe that somebody did that for the sake of breaking us apart. Idiots.

P/S
I'm having real nightmares, really.
I have this girl haunting me, in my dreams and also in my real life.
She, with her freaky eyes and lips like black roses, with distorted eyebrows is appearing in my daily life.
Help, make her stay out from my life! :(
*recites a prayer*

Posted on : Saturday, July 18, 2009
Posted at : 10:09 AM



Tak ke budak kecik ini very comel! Haha lovely sey esp her kenyit-kenyit mata.
On a brighter note, she cheered me up and made my morning even brighter.
How I love Koreanz! *chuckles*

It's already 10.11am, I have yet to hear from you.
I've been waiting since the last message you sent me, yesterday.
Not a call, even.

Posted on : Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Posted at : 1:08 PM

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As funny and disgusting the title may sound, I AM suffering from it!
NOT KIDDING REALLY!!!!!!!!
I had to run back home with my trembling legs when I'm alrdy half-way to school with Yusuf & Hani. Maybe not half-way but a few metres away from school -.-
Very much frustrating okay! Cheh member mengamok ar! >:O
Still, thanks to the both of them for accompanying half way and Yusuf, for carrying my plastic bag since I was very tak larat alrdy.

Even Abang is being sent back since he's having a high fever hurhurhur!
So obviously, I didn't get to attend school lah.
Precisely that's why I'm blogging at this time when all of my classmates are busily studying for Maths heh heh. *happy face*
But one thing that I regretted not going to school is because of Art :O
All of my efforts of making that Harry Potter hat was down to the drain :(
Sedih per Chia? Sedih nangis ar Chia HAHAHA.

Currently, I'm feeling very giddy tahap maxima.
Probably it's due to the much running in and out from the toilet HAHA.

Ok sabar, I just realized how kecoh I am just talking about diarrhoea.
Mintak paiseh ar please? *chuckles*

Right so right now, I'm killing my time with MSN and asking nonsensical q. to BFFL.
BFFL sounds gay but it stands for Best Friends For Lyfe anyway hua hua.
You won't eva want to know what was the q. I asked him! It's too shitty REALLY -_-
AND GUESS WHUT! I found out one freaky discovery! :O
Even he has an upset stomach like I do. This is coolioz!!!
Now this is what I call jiwa nyahah.

On another note entirely, yesterday was my 10th Month with Boypren.
It wasn't spend well, according to him since I spent that time doing hwk together with Darlene, Fura and himself too.
Well it's ok, I understand that people like him have high-expectation from a *coughs* kool gal lyke me HEEE.

Alright, bubbye! :D

P/S
I've got the best thing in the world because I got you in my heart.
Let's hold hand together so we can share our screwed up little world forever.
Maybe someday even the sky will be coloured with our love.

Posted on : Saturday, July 4, 2009
Posted at : 12:05 PM



This muvee is a must watch for all, but I guess preferably for girls.
Not only because there's Selena and Demi, it is more to the interpretation of friendship shown by them.
Really, really genuine to the power of infinity okay!
Overall, it's a two thumbs up from me! *raise eyebrows*

Anyway, sorry for the bite sized entry haha.



I'm hooked to B.O.F already.
How can you like eva resist their cute faces?

Posted on : Friday, July 3, 2009
Posted at : 6:51 PM

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OK my stomach has been grumbling A LOT for toilet bowl today grr -.-
Frust tonggek ar babe. Naik berpeluh aku tahan-tahan. -_-
And I'm NOT kidding HAHA really.

Anyway, one thing that kept me from updating is the hectic schedule of school.
And not forgetting my lazi-ism yang tahap critical.
Entah lah kenapa macam rasa tak semangat gitu nak update.
Sad case but still, apologies for the drag! :(
So now I'm back bringing you nuggets of information and updates haha.

First week of school was zeriouzly fun and slacking, I loike.
But what makes it sungguh tak gerek is the part when we had to go thru the HODs before school to check our attire and temperature due to H1N1.
Ini part buat aku kancheong siket please heh heh. *tries hard to stay under shades*
So much for being Bodoh Binte Degil eh? Orang dah tegur taknak dengar pulak tu tsk.

Aside from that, a lot of my teachers are being replaced with brand new ones.
Semua fresh from the oven nya haha! Except for my new Geog Teacher, obviously.
Itu tak payah bilang pun dah tahu. xD
But overall, I love the new teachers. Macam happening like that esp my Co-Form teacher.
Fuh I swear you never ever had a teacher like her before HAHA. :D
Rugget macam nugget ar dia. And happening habis-habisan too.
Well she lightens up the class very much, can't deny that.
Tabik, Puan.

So supposing today, I planned to tag along Farah and Darlene to Town after sch.
At first they planned to go there with our School Uniform on.
Tak glamorous, I know. Apa lagi dah belengas with all the sweat dripping down kan.
So plan turned to an official one since we're going out with home clothes.
Whatever the plan was, at last I didn't go eventho I was super enthu and eggcited even before the bell rang. -.-
Case semangat lima minit ajer hua hua.

Before I start biding goodbye, I just want to say how delicious Bandito looks like in TV.
Member tgh kempunan lah seh heh heh.

Alright, sampai sini sahaja for today's post.
Taking care! (LOL xD)

To all Anak A.B.U (Angkatan Bawah Umur) out there, Happy Youth Day!
Heh heh dapat holiday lagi yay yay. *happy face*

And to Michael Jackson, you may leave this world.
But your song will always live in all of our hearts.
I love you forever. R.I.P, may Allah be with you.
And thank you for your songs that lived with me since I was a toddler.
(This isn't a semangat lima minit thing anyway)



P/S
How precaution & fanatic people can be for the H1N1 disease?
Sehinggakan lagu ni pun boleh jadi Hits haha.
Baik ar baik, never wrong to be precaution.
Like some saying, biar fanatic jangan pathetic heh. *grins like crazy*



And one thing for sure.
I'm frickin addicted to this Korean Song heh heh.
Thanks Farah, Hafiza, Adriani and Shara!


Haha, do you realise that I have so much to share in this post.
How wonderful youtube can be? :D