Posted on : Saturday, May 31, 2008
Posted at : 4:18 PM

FOUR MORE DAYS TO FOUR JUNE!
And that turns me thirteen siulzxz.
*runs aimlessly*

Posted on : Thursday, May 29, 2008
Posted at : 5:25 PM

Don't you remember..?
You said it wasn't going to be like it was before?
I really thought it would be for real this time.
What 'bout now? Is this how you wanted it to be?
If you don't want this anymore, forget 'bout me..
I'm just tired of crying.
I hope you love me the way I love you.
'Cause I really do, tsk.

"How am I supposed to tell you if you showed me attitude?"

Don't you know, all I ever wanted was just a stable relationship with you.
I'm trying to understand you, but you're making me lose faith in you.
How am I supposed to give you my support then?

I'm sorry if all this while I've been giving attention to other boys besides you.
But didn't you tell me that you couldn't give me much attention as before?
Which means even lesser and lesser than before?

I'm trying to give in to whatever you're saying.
'Cos I'm holding on to my words, when I said that I want to make this right.
And never make the same mistakes again.
I'm still keeping the messages you promised me..
Now I'm just hoping for all of it to be fulfilled.
But unfortunately no?

P/S
I even put your picture as my screensaver.
So that I won't forget 'bout you & lose myself when I'm with other boys?

Posted on : Monday, May 26, 2008
Posted at : 12:23 PM

Oh wow! June Holidays have already begun siulzxzx.
Siket peh cepat eh? HAHA-.-
And heck, w/o me noticing, it's already half a year of 2008 man-.-

Anyhoots, my health condition is getting along fine.
Guess I'm currently in a recovering mode huh, CHEY.
But still, I'm having a sore-throat and hopefully it’ll go off reaaaal soon.
'Cos I never wish to have a toad voice for the Holidays, seriously ok.
Tsktsk.

Despite the fact it's holiday, my schedule's packed with assignments,
CCA & tuitions.
And that means I need to draaaag my bloody self to school! Pfft. -_-
Just like what I expected, my CCA date will fall on my birthday too.
God, how wretched can this schedule be eh? HA-HA.

So! Lately I've been attending to A LOT of Birthday Bash.
SHEESH, and indirectly it means gaining of F-A-T-S. -.-
‘Cos every party there is food, food and more food, right?
YEAH, FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD. -_-
Ok shucks, I'm irritating. (Tau tkper)
Pray hard that I won’t turn like a potato sack eh?
I’m dead beat if I were to, uh-oh!
*cross fingers*

Ahah! Lately, I've also been sleeping late or should I say early in the morning?
I shld point my finger to conferencing or talking on the phone for that!
But it's worth my time since I had a whole lot fun shrieking like nobdy's business.
Someone even said I sounded like the apek jual ikan-.-
Apeek or whaaaat?
(Asal tak apek jual babi sekali eh, huahua)
And I think I should thank that for closing the gap with Boyfriend too?
Yeah, maybe…

Lastly, I miss my PBS Girls like zomgzxzxz! WOOOO! -_-
HAHA, its for real okaaaaay! And not forgetting the Stars too.
FYI, I’m trying my very best to balance my time here and there.
(ELEEH, macam p hor)
Yeah, time management plays the role and I so suck at it.
PFFT.

I’m done updating.
OOOH! It's already noon eh?
Huahua, tk perasan siulzx. I haven't even showered!
HEHE, okay… I think I should go for my bath, now?

Posted on : Friday, May 23, 2008
Posted at : 9:52 AM

I'll be away and will not be blogging for a short period.
I'm having a sickness-that-i-don't-know-what.
But for what I know, I'm coughing real bad with sorethroat.
And I got difficulties breathing in, at the same time.
Prolly suffering from Asthma or Heartburn disease.

And I thought he would care, but no.
Thanks a lot for being the "one" for me, darling.
My facts were right; "cintaku bertepuk di sebelah tangan".

K bye, tsk.

Posted on : Monday, May 19, 2008
Posted at : 2:32 PM

Malacca's Trip.


Vesak Day.

We are R.E.M! :D

P/S
I'm sorry that I couldn't make it today, darla.
I'll make it up to you during the June Holidays, okay?
*grins*

Posted on : Sunday, May 18, 2008
Posted at : 10:25 AM

Dearest,

I'm sorry for being mad at you yesterday.
I thank you for turning my impossibles into possibilities despite the tiffs we had.
And I'm learning to trust you once again.

Maybe this is the right time to say that I love you? (:
Once again, starts the story of a "Trojan" and a "Cockroach".
Ironic eh? A super duper yes, yes and yes!
HA-HA.

Posted on : Saturday, May 17, 2008
Posted at : 4:35 PM

Oh sheesh, it has been a long period since I’ve updated.
I’m sure you missed me right, HA-HA!
Chey, macam paham siulzx-.-

Life recently is super duper confusing and complicated, I swear!
I'm stuck up with hectic schedules in schools, especially.
And it's just a day that I thought life's going to be "heaven".
But no, not exactly, I can't see it coming now.
And I don't think things are gna work out for us..
Sigh.

Anyhoots, Malacca Trip with School was super duper fun, fun and fun!
What's more I went there with the NA and NT classes eh?
The hotel stay in Renaissance Hotel was the most awesome part of all.
And that's for sure alright! *grins*

I really wouldn't get bonkers that night, if it wasn't for Nad, Siti, Arshad and Zafren.
HA-HA, exploring the whole hotel was gerek, esp when we were at the Swimming Pool.
Only god knows what had happen there, hush! *covers mouth*
And I should thank that trip for patching things up with "him" back.
The part when we were on the phone till 3am, really helps.
Despite the fact we were using the Hotel's.
And that made my night even unforgettable.

So! Mid Year Results is already out.
Should I say, a long pathetic boring, "oooh"?
'Cause I know that I'll fail my Maths and Geo, tsktsk.
And I flunked my English Paper 2 badly siulzxz!
I'm so going to buck up okaaaaaaaay!
But wait, at least I passed other subjects with flying colors.
And at least there's something my family should be proud of!
Proud or whaaaaaaaat? -__-

Eng Paper 1: 44/60
Eng Paper 2: 45/80
MT Paper 1(a): 14/20
MT Paper 1(b) 35/50
MT Paper 2: 45/60
Sci Paper 1: 17/30
Sci Paper 2: 20/40
Sci Paper 3: 26/30

Well anyway, today is Seventeen of May. *rolls eyes*
And that is the highlight for today's post, fyi!
I was really expecting something to happen today, but should I say
unfortunately it didn't?
It really creeps me off when I keep on seeing, hearing that number siulzx.
Well, should I say that this entire thing happening is just coincidence
and NOT, NEVER fate?

I really need a wakeup call and a zap to reality.
Right, I should put this post to an end.
Bye Darla(s)!

P/S
"Why do you want me still though we used to fight?"
Let me ask then, what's the reason for our fight?

Posted on : Monday, May 12, 2008
Posted at : 10:13 AM

My weekend couldn't have been any better or whaat?
All the impossibles had turn possible on Saturday.
I should just thank god for all that. *grins*

And it's up to you to decide what's going on with me now? HA-HA!
I'm in cloud sembilan alrdy! -.-



P/S
I love you <3

Posted on : Friday, May 2, 2008
Posted at : 7:32 PM

Hello Earthlings, HAHA! -.-
WOW, didn't realize that Mathematics Paper is on Monday.
And that is only just two days away from today, right? *counting fingers*
PFFT, I haven't even started revising for not even one topic or a chapter!
You see, how bad is that?!
Cross your finger that I'd pass with flying colors boleh? *roll eyes*

Anyhoots, lately I've been slacking with Hani, Eeila, Seety, Nads, Arshad and Zafren.
B'cause of that, I couldn't contribute any time for my revisions due to reaching back home late!
Now, that proves I really got p-o-o-r time management eh? *grins*
Even F.T told me that too, fuck. HAHA.

And oh ya, Malay Exam was just now.
It was pretty easy though, for a Mid-Year Paper.
It could've been a little harder, a little only lah okay! Not much.
HAHA. Bragging or whaaaaaaat? -_-
But I have to admit that I am confident to attain a grade A?
Okay, I think I should just pray harder for it eh?

So okay, afterwards I headed off for another session of slacking period with them above.
It was fun, fun, fun yet annoying like really. (Esp Arshad and Zafren)
And sometimes it just pisses me off when those two pull my hair off, can?!
Bwahah, aku masih merajuk tahu tak!? -.-

HOHO, and like usual we played Truth or Dare.
And it'll always end us up daring each other with "stewpid" ideas.
FYI, it takes courage to do their dares b'cause it involves your pride in it!
(Chey, macam paham)
C'me on! We looked like a bunch of desperate people man! *roll eyes*
Especially when we ran like bonkers down the rooftop of the carpark, HAHA!

AND YES! Not forgetting, I saw Afiq and Megat at Tekong Park just now!
You could imagine how crazy Hani and I went lah sey.
We screamed like crazy, but who gives a shit about that, anyway?
HAHA, aku sempat bitch 'bout someone with Afiq just now. -.-
Anyway, I really missed you both alright.

And I got three things to confess.
1.I love my class, 1/1.
2.I love my current friends and PBS, still! <3
3.And I really miss having you here with me.

Right, I got enough of typing already.
So I'll just bid you people goodbye! :D

Bye Darla(s)!
Take care.

P/S
That question still lingers in my head, somehow?
"Are you over him or not? Honestly, please?"