Posted on : Sunday, August 24, 2008
Posted at : 6:54 PM

Current Mood:

Despite myself feeling really down, I'm forcing myself to post this up.
Heck, I should get over about that goddamn class outing eh.
But still, Chia sad, very very sad and even more sad k. Tsk.
Fuiyoo, stress terkangkang sial aku.
HEBAT!

To my beloved baby,
I never want to see you go, neither seeing this friendship wreck.
So why must we tear down this friendship that is still anew?
Just because of one’s attitude that is never goddamn intolerable?

You know, you’ve been the bestest girlfriend that I've ever met this year of 08.
Only you can make me laugh despite all the hardships I'm going through.
Only you can crack up lame jokes that yet made me laugh till my stomach aches.
You knew how to cheer me up whenever I feel hurt by whatsoever she did.
You've been my pillar of strength cs you're always there when I need you & your humor.

To me, you're the most awesome friend that anyone can ever get.
Honestly, you're the only that has so much patient in a person that pisses you off.
Cs I know all this while you're avoiding the feeling of hate & madness towards her.
Instead of scolding her, you said sorry tho it wasn't part of your fault.
You're trying your very best to tolerate her & save this friendship from falling.
I don't blame you cs you took hell lots of pain from all this *drama.
You deserve a break, if it's the best for you.
*Capek deh!

Lastly, I really feel terribly and horribly bad on the 17th of Aug 08.
I'm sorry that I couldn't defend you when he insulted you.
If only I got over him and my feelings for him weren't fresh and existed no more…
I would've spit words that could make him feel a tight slap on his face.
I know sorry won't make your wounds go away.
I know I should've prioritized you first then him who doesn't appreciate me at all.
*crying teresak-esak*

I really hope I can be there someday, just like you always do.
I love you very much, Nads Baybeh! <3

And to another You,
I mean no harm posting this up.
Probably I'm speaking up for some of our friends?
Oh no baby, don't start crying and screaming your lungs out.
Just so you know truth hurts as much you hurt us.
You got to accept that fact okay.
This time, the feeling of desperate won't help you this okay!
*kenyit mata*

P/S
Play this song while reading.
Very touchy lah sey-.-

Posted on : Monday, August 18, 2008
Posted at : 6:30 PM























A lot more pictures were taken and I'm just simply lazy.
Ok, period.

Posted on :
Posted at : 5:15 PM

Current Status:

Finally, my dictionary is swallowing the word, stress.
Hello stress! And guess what?
I bloody hate you cs you made my life even more bloody miserable. -.-
And that isn't including the goddamn time constrain I'm having.
Stress botak sak aku! Sheesh! *roll eyes*

Despite all that, I managed to get out of all this bloodiness ytd.
So yeah, ribuan taniah dan tepukan for myself. *wink
Basically, I went out with my Girlfriends and 2 Boyfriends of mine.
It was awesome tapi capek banget deh!

Let me just highlight a little bit that happened.
First we went to watch Arshad's match @ Khatib's Sporthall.
Unfortunately he lost over some people's stupidity and bad-mouthing. -.-
But heck, I think he did his best oke.
HAHA, kita baru je nak bangkitkan semangat. Apa dah!
Ok, itu tak pasal. *wink

Actually, alot of commotions happened there.
I just don't wish to mention it cs it isn't any good at all. Relek suak ehk.
One phrase that describes best is it's bloody heartbreaking!
Takpe, aku sabar! Kan Nads, KAN?
*kening naik*

Afterwards, we went walking all over the place searching for food!
We looked like losers walking up and down the staircase in McDonalds.
Didn't expect some Hindustani's crying session to happen at that time though.
Honestly, I don't think anyone is to be blamed for that. *peace*

We trained to Orchard after failing to seek for food courts.
And actually, our main intention of going out is to go there.
HAHA, eventually we did and ate LJS while making public nuisance. o.O
I assume Siti was too happy with his Adik Ipah till melekat mcm glue gajah.
Fuiyoo, fuiyoo. -.-

Unfortunately, it rained when we planned to head to Wisma Atria.
Heck that somebody for showing no respect to Nads.
Please don't make us assume that your Mother teach you no respect at all.
I seriously don't see the point of you making everyone fucked up with you.
And you just had to do it when my feeling for you was still fresh.
HAHA, get over it Chia-.-

Skip, skip, skip.
We camwhored and window-shopped a lot at Wisma Atria, I tell you.
And afterwards, we headed to Esplanade to do the same thing.
After that, we headed back to Wisma since Ila wanted to get a hoodie.

Kkkzx, this is the best part!
When bus-ing back to Orchard, Darlene was seriously being a noise pollution.
And obviously we told her to zip up and so she did it willingly, okay! HAHA.
Heck, we missed a stop to Orchard and ended up stucked at Tanjong Pagar sak.
Sungguh memalukan dan sungguh tak perlu untuk menarik perhatian orang.
Apa lagi sway, Ila changed her mind and ended up not buying it.
<:}{(&cbsdldasv#%&*())&#!$& much I tell you!

Okay, I think I blabber too much till my fingers hurt.
Fine, I shall shut my traps cs I knw it's asking me to stop.
Thanks k bye!
:D

P/S
If your intention was to make you feel popular and make my heart ache,
I'm sorry but it isn't working at all.

Posted on : Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Posted at : 5:51 PM

Current mood:

My oh my! I’m really lazy to update my blog nowadays, seriously.
Apa nak jadi ehk dengan anak dara ni?!
Tapak muka kang nanti dengan tapak kaki baru tau ehk. -.-
Dan kalau bukan kerana rasa sayang aku kepada blog aku, relek suak ehk.
Tak mungkin aku will update like now.
HAHA, betol tak bedek okay! *wink

Anyway, life is moderately fine to me.
But still, this feeling of love and jealousy still occurs, somehow?
Problem ah gini, macam mana mau live life to the fullest siol! *roll eyes*
Tapi honestly lah, things are quite complicated.
Maybe some things are meant to leave unsaid?
Cheh, macam pah ah ehk. -_-

(This is just a random topic)
Oh well, aku naik mangkok ngan perangai lelakizx.
Huahua, except for my Hearbeat lah oke. (Jengjeng)
Esp when they kejar just to say; ”boleh tolak number tak? my kawan nak your no.”
Masyallah, selawat lah many-many k!*wink
Kkzx, tangkap maintain.

Oh wow, aku membebel tak sedar time ehk.
Alright, time checked and it’s 6.31pm.
Time for Science revision as tomorrow is Science’s CT2.
Huahua, wish me luck okay.

P/S
I hate that I love you, really.

Posted on : Sunday, August 10, 2008
Posted at : 11:51 PM

Current Mood:

The Crew, haha.


My Heartbeat.


My Twin.


Candid, serious.

P/S
I'll update when morning comes around.
:D