Posted on : Thursday, September 24, 2009
Posted at : 12:34 AM



I'm having the signs of insomnia :(
Probably it's because.. I'm anxious to get my trophy on stage tmr.
Goodness, berdebar-debar jantungku heh heh.

Or maybe because I'm missing you just too much.
But anyway! Yay yay I got a picture with you haha for like after a year being together. *smacks forehead*

P/S
"Well I say fuck 'em cause they don't know shit!"

Posted on : Saturday, September 19, 2009
Posted at : 11:57 AM



Okay must watch video from Megan Fox heh heh.
Salutations to her and thumbs up from me man. ^o^
If you love her eating and slaughtering boys up, then this message is for you.
Be inspired. AND I mean all this literally, ok? HAHA.

Posted on : Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Posted at : 9:49 PM

Yay! Gerek or apa?
There's a new trailer for the upcoming New Moon muvee in December.
I know it's still a few months away, but trust me, time flies fast heh.
Hm just like how fast this year is going to end soon! Sedih sekali. *shakes head*
So baby, you book ticket siang-siang ok? Huahua.

But no kidding. Even Hari Raya is coming in a few days time..
Macam baru yesterday we started groaning over the issue to puasa eh?
Goodness, I tak boleh sabar lah you! Heh heh.


*new video uploaded*

P/S
This year, Ma successfully baked a kuih-tart with a none chewy pineapple paste.
God knows why I had to write this sentence yang sungguh the very tak perlu.
*roll eyes around everyone*

Posted on : Sunday, September 13, 2009
Posted at : 12:44 AM



Happy One Year, my dear beloved Boypren :)

Eventhough we've been struggling this past few weeks, I'm glad enough that we've gotten over things and made it till here to the top.
I love you and only you no matter what.
Yeah the only one Mat that make me go loco-loco kan~ *winkwink*

Till then. See you when I see you baby.
Love you... forever? Don't worry, I will.

P/S
I remember this was th date we fought last year when we were still er.. friends!
Never ever I expected things to turn out this way.
But god, I'm thankful that you're mine (only mine, I hope) and I'm yours now.

Posted on : Friday, September 11, 2009
Posted at : 6:55 PM

How I find this song addictive, even if it's a Disney song.
I love the part when Demi Lovato and Joe Jonas comes in.



And they are bunch of talented siblings.
Baik pe! Aku pun nak buat video with Sisty and Abang la.



P/S
A word is just a word, till you mean what you say.
And Love isn't love, till you give it away.

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Posted at : 3:22 PM

"The same tricks that once fooled me, they won't get you anywhere. I'm not the same kid from your memory baby. Well now, I can defend for myself"

Everyone have their flaws and so do I.
Doesn't mean I give you my whole heart and face to you, it can last you forever.
It's either I'm strong enough to act like I don't know anything and move on from it or I've lost my heart to feel.
I don't want to hear your sad songs in my ears. Bullshit.
I don't want to feel your pain when you always swear it's not your fault for changing. It's always you and always have been you.
I don't want to feel your pain, no, no longer.
I don't know you anymore. Because now it's all about you and your twisted words.
I'd be lying if I were to say that I don't miss the old you.
Maybe it's true second chances don't even matter because people never change.

You lost your way in your own world, your train of thoughts and most importantly lost the respect and fullest love from me whom I thought I gave to a man with pride.
What are you now? A heartless user who toy around with little girls' feelings and use them for your own advantage?
And making them feel like a kid who's in a candy store?

You're nothing compared to the value of zero now, but too bad, I've to love you for who you are. Well infact, I already did from the start, probably that's why I'm tolerating with the shits you're putting me through, instead of leaving you on the roadside.
Because I know leaving isn't the solution.
Infact, you'd only break more hearts if I do, than to break just one.

Where did we go wrong till it made you this way?
I don't like the outcome I'm seeing now. Never will.

God, bring him to right path back and light his way through, during this blessed month. Amin.

P/S
Die, die, die, you two-faced muthafucka bitch(s)!

Posted on : Saturday, September 5, 2009
Posted at : 12:32 PM

Everytime I look at the video, I'd always think of you.
Doesn't this proves everyone with an organ called penis are the same? Haha.



"Does she know about the times you used to hold me?
Wrapped me in your arms and how you told me I'd be the only one?"