Posted on : Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Posted at : 10:49 PM

*Bragging in Progress from Paragraph 2, Line 5 to 7 teehee*

Current Mood :

Life has been hard on me this past few weeks, you might've noticed that too.
Fortunately for me, I'm starting to regain my strength back, well maybe bit by bit.
So credits should go to the Seventeen Magazine (Feb Issue) and Mr Raja's Inspirational talk earlier of today.
It was fuckening inspiring seh and at the same time, made myself feel stewpid for a while too pfft.

Anyhoots, Result Slip was being given today.
I'm pretty satisfied with my results despite that I failed 2 expected subjects hehe.
Not a bad fail though, it was near to a pass seh nabei, kanina, chibai and etcetc.
Menyumpah sak aku jadinyer! -.-
Good news are the other subjects' grade I got was all made up of 1s and 2s.
And not forgetting myself getting highest for Lit and also near to highest for Eng and Geog by a few marks. Ini lagi satu, buat aku naik darah but nevermind lah.
Yay me still! :D

Today, I find myself exhausted since we had 2.4km run for P.E .
And I'm fuckening sick of running with no breathe forcing myself to get at least 18 or 17mins.
It worked at first but nope. Well at least it was an okay pass heh.
Besides that, today was like any other typical humourous day in school.
Haha no other days will be any more funnier having my Kaki Gereks around me seh, especially Niga Higa a.k.a Helga. *roll eyes*
And last but not least, I shall want to highlight this : I went back home alone today tsktsk :(

OKLAH let me just end my post with this music clip that Mr Raja showed earlier of today.
It's funny yet inspirational somehow.
So enjoys korang.

Posted on : Monday, March 23, 2009
Posted at : 9:29 PM

Current Mood :

My dictionary is currently choking the word stress and many more "deep-emotional" words.
I shan't elaborate more, buat sakit hati only you know. *roll eyes*
Like one's saying, some things are better left unsaid? Fuh.
I guess if this is how my Term 2 starts with, then I'm sure gna grow long, greyish, thick, curly burly hair a.k.a Mad Scientist at the end of this term sumpah.
Just imagine me? Ish tak boleh bayangkan.

Tomorrow is Tuesday which is equivalent to another nightmare, shan't elaborate.
You know why, because being a fucken' "Calefare" is the most important role of all.
Because we are the ones who'll carry your props, be your curtains and etc.
Nevermind, I'm sincere. Kalau nak aku bentangkan red carpet like the Grammy's Award pun boleh. *grins*
So be nice! Don't give me that "renung sejuk" before I throw my fugly ferocious tantrum, comfirm tak ayu lagi nanti.
I bet I'd get sue if I were to post too elaborately seh. *touch wood*
Well at least I wasn't being too direct hehe. ^o^

Anyway, Debate's Inter-class Competition is postponed to next week.
So much of the rush but nevermind, it's a good thing though.
Wish us, the Opposition Team of 2/1 all the best in advanced.
We're gonna fight, fight, fight till we definately win the Debate.
Obviously Cartoons aren't a negative influence to young children betul? HEH.

Okay, I'm done posting.
I might want to save my chili-chili pedas words to myself before I get myself into trouble with the laws heh.

And before I forget, get well soon Bestie.
What a sudden fever you got. Sudden or whuuurt!
Drama-mama lah you sick boy! *irritates*

P/S
My mind is really in a haywire state.
Comfirm my "bulb head" dah meletup, my wire pun dah terikat mati punya.
Macam robot condemn lah nampaknya :(

Posted on : Saturday, March 21, 2009
Posted at : 12:01 AM

Current Mood :

I'm really lazy to update my blog nowadays seh.
It's either I'm running out of words or I'm getting dumb each day tsk.
So I guess that explains the disappearance of updates here.
Macam tengah nazak pun ada eh. -.-
But I should thank my love for this blog that made me update for now.
Chey macam paham. x.x

I'm not late to wish korang Happy March Holidays still right?
We're still left with err *count fingers* 2 days of break before school starts.
Ok woah tidak tersangka ia berlalu dengan begitu cepat sekali seh haha.
And I haven't even accomplished any of my homeworks yet, not even my Debate speech.
Now this is what I call REAL procrastination man. *looks down*
But still, there is always tomorrow(s) betul tak, betul tak? HEH.
Hidup mesti mau steady jag, jangan kanchiong.
Did I really, REALLY said that! o.O

Anyhoots, my holidays was entirely spent with my family.
Am I just a sweet, adorable daughter HEHE! *eyes blink-blink*
Except for yesterday I went to meet + lepak + "mesra-mesra"(HAHA) w Boyf at 832.
It is pretty much of an experience being with a company that I'm not close with.
I declare myself an official newbie or in other words a noob. Happy?

So after much sweating, we walked off from there.
And thanks to my Beloved Boyf, he made me sweat much more by walking without stopping.
Baik kan, I know. Such a sweet Boyfriend he is, isn't he? HEH.
Yet again, he did things that annoys me a lot.
Tak surprising seh, katekan mataair aku chey ah chey.
Angkat orang macam cite Hindustan aje tau dekni.
Sajak lah tu kan! HAHAHA.

So uhuh, I spent just a day with a clique that I can finally call friends during this holidays.
See, I'm such a loner boner boohoo.
My social life is already decreasing to a critical rate.
I'm socially depressed sial. :'(

Okaylah, no mood already. Enough of updates.
I'm done and it's already 1.43am.
I'm seriously getting slower each day. Such a dumbfuck haha!
It took me so long just to update one post seh.

P/S
Muhammad Fariz Bin Juma'at!
Sorry for the sungguh last minute cancel of today's plan!
I just had to follow my parents to JB today huakhuak. ^o^
Let's go another day yeah! And I'll use my own money ah.
I'm no cheapo ok! It's just that I think rezeki tidak boleh ditolak heh.

Posted on : Friday, March 13, 2009
Posted at : 6:55 PM

Current Mood :

Today marks Friday the 13th which isn't much of a jinx day though.
What only you know, all these superstitious thinking tsktsk.
Well it's just that Sports Carnival was held today.
And unfortunate enough, the weather wasn't really being considerate with us.
But still! You can't blame the Friday the 13th ok! -.-

At least on the brighter side, we had pretty much fun or should I rephrase it as I instead of we haha.
But for sure, I did had fun and so did my classmates (despite the fact we felt a lil bit cheated with the results) pfft.
So anyway, this year was way much happening than compared to last year.
Bukannya apa actually, it's just that my class was being so much enthusiastic about cheering, yet again. Macam don't know liddat.
Like who doesn't know 2/1 who goes around tying used tali-rafias over our head acting like red-Indians with the rainbow flags heh! o.O

So as a result of much intensive cheering, I lost my precious, squeaky, chirpy, irritating voice of mine. Boohoo-ness much.
And now my voice is super rock, macam metal pun boleh lah chey ah.
Boleh kalahkan Avenged Sevenfold nyer lead singer ah ok, jangan main-main!
Huahua seriously seh it's the first time I was being so cheer-ish.
Betol tak bedek ah! Tak tipu, sumpah hehe.
You should've seen how hard I shout despite I had a bad sorethroat! ^o^
Now to think back, I should get an award for the err "The Most Die-Hard Supportive Riversidian" as a reward boleh?
Cheh macam paham aje aku. x.x

To summarize all up, I think Sports Carnival was overall great and enjoyable.
It was just the weather that had to ruin the whole day and drain our moods down to the biggie big, big longkang parit.
Oh well didn't they say expect the unexpected? I'm afraid we just did HAHA.

Besides Sports Carnival, today also marks my 6th Months being with Boyf.
It was much of a hilarious yet tiring day for us both too.
So much of my time was spent with him today, after school.
Aww am I just so sweet dear HEHE.
Infact I did expect the unexpected from him despite him being like this "|" to carry a person who is 2 times the "|" ! Huahua wa caya sama lu brother! *kening up-down*

OK I'm tired already lah. *yawns*

And.. Happy March Holidays woo!
YAY US, YAY ME! Hip-hop hooray! *muka fanatic abes-abesan*
(aink emoticon nie macam Dinah je aku tengok huahua!)

P/S
Let me just specially dedicate this song to you ok Boyf/Handsome/Hotstuff/etc hehe.
And darling, you still look handsome lah ok with your hair home-cut AHAHA, sumpah! *cross my heart*

Happy 6th Months Muhamad Yusuf Bin Abdul Rahim!

Posted on : Monday, March 9, 2009
Posted at : 8:47 PM

Current Mood :

I'm back for another update, surprising much isn't it?
Let's just say I miss blogging oh so very much ok boleh?

The main highlight for today is I've finally regained myself. Yay me!
I'm done with crying for endless nights and mourning over it.
I'll take this as the biggest silliest mistake I've ever made in my life.
I'm loving life as what it is now, especially when I'm surrounded with a circle of friends that cares for me a lot. <3
Heh tak payahlah aku nak stress botak pikirkan benda-benda yang tak munasabah lagi eh? (Plays the song : I Will Survive by Cake)

So, School today was above expectation.
Though there was some part of jealousy, anxiety, moodiness, sadness and etc, it still turned out well with a lil bit of humour at the end of the day.
If it wasn't for Darlene, Hasz and Farah, I bet I would be feeling so alone after school since SOMEBODY went for his B-Ball for the first time (as far as I can remember).
Basically we just brushed up on our Maths(OK WOW) in the canteen just now.
Can't deny we actually selit some of our time with gossiping about somebody who is amazingly just a few footsteps or to make it more specific, a seat away from us.
You can call us an expert for that heh. *kening up-down*
Sial kan, I know. -.-

Anyway, being an emcee wasn't that bad after all I guess. -excluding the anxiety.
Though my face looked like a cempedak basi on the stage, it was fun actually.
And not forgetting my Indian accent English, thanks to the bad flu I had.
Well at least I could feel the exposure of myself in front of the whole school you know.
I feel so honoured to have students, teachers and as well as the pangkat besar punya listening to my idiotic chirpy squeaky voice anyway.
It's like once in a lifetime seh. So mind me for being jaqon heh.

Okay I'm done with updating.

P/S
I dedicated this song, to you and you.
Man, you really disgust me with your superficiality seh.

Posted on : Friday, March 6, 2009
Posted at : 6:31 PM

Current Mood :

It has been a month since I last updated my blog eh. Baru aja aku perasan haha.
All thanks to my busy-busy schedule and my malas-ism for the delay, like always.
I beg your pardon for leaving this blog rotting ok korang.
Ni suspect kuat korang comfirm miss me many-many kan?
HEEE I know, I know. *kening naik-naik*

To start with, life have been very to the utmost complicating these days.
My life isn't even near not even a kilometer near to the word happy.
Instead, my life is more to chocking the word sorrow, sadness and stress.
After one problem to another, and yes, to another more. *pulls hair*
All I can do was helplessly cry. Sounds complicating much? Tsktsk.

It's funny you see. It was a few weeks ago when my life was on a great track.
I guess time passed really fast without me realizing the change pfft.
Okay knock-knock, Chia.
Reality check: That was then, February. THIS is now, March! *roll eyes*

I shall not be elaborating more on that.
No use mourning over something that will bring me no good after
publishing this post. True?
Let me just take it as a part and parcels of life sigh.

On a brighter side, I'd like to thank Boyf, my Orang Kuats, Classmates and the Malay Dancers ONLY under the "Calefares Co." for the non-stop cheering me up spirit and the care and concern you have for me this past few days.
People like Adriani, Atikah, Darlene, Dinah, Farah, Hafizah, Hasz and the list goes on and on, I owe you girls millions and billions and endless of thank yous for your company ok!
Sayang korang to the tahap maxima punya ok, boleh? *sparkly eyes*

Also not forgetting my Beloved Parents and Sister who never failed to cheer me up with their endless lame jokes which turned out hilarious at the end.
Thank you for your support through out and making the effort to take your time, just to listen to my problems and giving me encouragements.
I can never ask more from you three than that.

So before I end my post.
I'd like to say that I had a great day today or should I say almost everyday, all thanks to Mr Yusuf Bin Abdul Rahim.
If it isn't for him being a great listener and adviser(CHEY!), I wouldn't be smiling and feeling great in school except for today that I had to flood in class -.-
You really did kept me from falling apart, thank you so much.
I'm looking forward to our 6th Month Anniversary which is coming in 7 days time.
I love you. Very much.

P/S
Hani Humairah Bte Kamil, I miss you like alot, alot, alot, alot and alot alot alot.
And even much more endless of a lots.
I'm sorry for everything I put you through.
I really hope everything will be okay soon, I promise.
Infact, you really were the bestest friend anyone can ever get.