Posted on : Friday, September 11, 2009
Posted at : 3:22 PM

"The same tricks that once fooled me, they won't get you anywhere. I'm not the same kid from your memory baby. Well now, I can defend for myself"

Everyone have their flaws and so do I.
Doesn't mean I give you my whole heart and face to you, it can last you forever.
It's either I'm strong enough to act like I don't know anything and move on from it or I've lost my heart to feel.
I don't want to hear your sad songs in my ears. Bullshit.
I don't want to feel your pain when you always swear it's not your fault for changing. It's always you and always have been you.
I don't want to feel your pain, no, no longer.
I don't know you anymore. Because now it's all about you and your twisted words.
I'd be lying if I were to say that I don't miss the old you.
Maybe it's true second chances don't even matter because people never change.

You lost your way in your own world, your train of thoughts and most importantly lost the respect and fullest love from me whom I thought I gave to a man with pride.
What are you now? A heartless user who toy around with little girls' feelings and use them for your own advantage?
And making them feel like a kid who's in a candy store?

You're nothing compared to the value of zero now, but too bad, I've to love you for who you are. Well infact, I already did from the start, probably that's why I'm tolerating with the shits you're putting me through, instead of leaving you on the roadside.
Because I know leaving isn't the solution.
Infact, you'd only break more hearts if I do, than to break just one.

Where did we go wrong till it made you this way?
I don't like the outcome I'm seeing now. Never will.

God, bring him to right path back and light his way through, during this blessed month. Amin.

P/S
Die, die, die, you two-faced muthafucka bitch(s)!