Posted on : Thursday, June 4, 2009
Posted at : 12:00 AM

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Hap, Happy 14th Birthday to me! Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday to me!
And Vynx too, who's exactly a year older than me HAHA. x_x
I'm glad I'm turning a year older and thankful my life still isn't over. *tears of joyz*
And I've never thought half of the year could come this fast -.-
But most importantly, I'm proud of myself that I'm able to stand strong throughout this year.

From the girl drama which caused me to lose friends that I never wish to lose,
From losing the sweetest Boyf that I have always wished for,
From losing the faith and hope I have in myself that made me almost give up,
I managed to pull it through with my head still held up high, I survived from the war that I never really thought I would.
Well here I am now, still holding on to what I call life? :')

Though I don't really feel enthusiastic over my 14th since it isn't like what I exactly expected, I'm still happy enough of what I've become today.
Now that makes me feel like a strong 14 year old girl today, typing this post.

With much gratitude from me to the people who stood by me when I needed a shoulder, I just want to say that I appreciate every littlest thing that you all did.
You taught me the meaning of unconditional love, that I never really knew.
People like my Family, Adriani, Darlene, Dinah, Farah, Fariz, Yusuf and classmates even who comforted me when I breakdown in class the other day, I owe you all a chunk of thank you(s).
If it wasn't for all of you, I don't know where will I stand now? :(
I love you all for real.

Not forgetting, thanks people for the Birthday wishes though I never expected any.
And for those who took up their time to wish me exactly 12am, I really appreciate it.
Just so you know, I suck at translating my feelings to words heh heh.
So I really appreciate like alot, alot, alot, alot, alot, alot and much more alots.

Most importantly, I've learn to give and take in life.
I'm sorry to the ones that I've done shit to before, especially Yusuf, Hani and Siti.
I just can't help myself, sorry.

Let's just hope tomorrow will be a wonderful day at Nenek's house, celebrating my Birthday.
I hope Mummy will grant me my wishes too heh heh.

With much loves,
C