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immaturity
Posted on : Thursday, February 26, 2009
Posted at : 9:29 PM Current Mood : With utmost respect from me to this person who wrote : "Friend macam ni mah? Selfish, self-centred and egoistic" Note: I'm laughing while typing this post actually HAHA First and foremost, thanks for such "big words" you described me. Yes, I am selfish, self-centered and egoistic. I'm just being very straight-forward and brutally honest. Or easily said I'm just being reasonable. So why? At least it's better than having 2 mother fucking faces who goes around bitching that particular person then act as though you did nothing. Sounds familiar? I'm afraid yes. You don't tell me to stop spreading rumors, will you? Cause darling, you should know that I'm NOT and I'm NEVER bothered to do so. (Unless you think everybody's like you) If you think that way, then I assume your brains is mainly made up of immaturity. Trust me, things won't spread or even get worst if you learn to keep things to your ownself, not to others. Blame yourself for getting caught in the fire that you start with. You tell me now, who would always and forever will ask for sympathy from people if it isn't you and only you? Just so you know by doing all that, you're indirectly forcing me to tell what really happened between the both of us which I don't think really make sense at all. You're just proving to people how insensible you are by doing all that. If you want people to think you're just an immature loser, then go on. Make some more commotion about me and you, show the tantrum that you got inside of you and the "split-personality" you have in yourself that you mentioned eh? I don't mind at all. The stage and spotlight is all yours and on you. Cause what I know, you're overly being caught up over littlest things that you yourself know we can sort out between the both of us. With you saying I'm selfish, self-centered and egoistic, you're just proving how coward you are to say that, while in real life you don't. I'm just being reasonable to back myself out from your group. Why? Because I know I'm better off with people like them, not you. One other thing is I prioritize my CA marks more than I prioritize you as a friend. Call me selfish for all I care. Cause you're nothing to be compared with, not even a size of a molecule is close. You're not and never were a great friend after all. If you were, you wouldn't be like this and instead you'd support me throughout. Or even buck up from that malas-ism you have in yourself. So please, do define those 3 words you called on me. To you who said "perangai mcm kakak and adek kan?" : Just so you know, this is all about me and your Sister. You don't have to bring out the issue about you and my Sister and as well as Him. Sungguh tidak ada link. :) Or is it because you have been longing for this time to show how frustrated you are to my Sisty because she so called stole your almighty USED-TO-BE Boyf? :( Well, another lmao is being a calefare in this act I assume. Tsktsk. P/S Aww why were you so caught up during Malay Dance practice? Did your ego just lost to mine? Or is it because you can't live without me? Boohoo. apple of my eye
Posted on : Saturday, February 21, 2009
Posted at : 10:58 PM Current Mood : Oh my! Get me that LG KS 360 phone ok tolong? Heee. Boleh lah, please? *sparkly eyes* P/S Just so you know, I hate people bossing me around, like you always do. Take example for our project works; Carbon Footprint, Horror Trailer and etc. Instead of thanking me for doing it, you showed that fuckening face of yours to me. Kalau tak suka aku nya cara boleh bobal kan? -_- What hurts more is that you even accused me of not doing it by myself too. Woah so much of a friend you are eh. *claps* I won't ever hesitate to back myself out from being teammates with you. Or to a certain from being friends with you too. For your much information, true friend do respect each other. What respect do I mean? Respecting of one's feeling. And I'm afraid, I didn't get that respect from you at all. To sum everything up, I don't like the way you treat me and that is it. I hate you PERIOD. Trust me, I don't feel a sense of lost at all. Cause I know I have already tried my best to hold my anger towards you. Reasonable enough? I think it's a very big clear yes. Objections? I thank god everything is back to square one. polaroids
Posted on : Thursday, February 19, 2009
Posted at : 9:57 PM Current Mood : My dictionary is basically choking the word stress. Well at least these pictures cleared my mind for a while heh. valentines day
Posted on : Monday, February 16, 2009
Posted at : 5:50 PM Current Mood : Tada! I've done baking and giving out my Chocolate Hershey Cookies. Heh I hope it's delicious, at least? Huahua. Anyway, Happy Valentines Day! (though it's a little bit late-.-) And thank you Boyf, for your "expensive" chocolate eh? HAHA. -o^ Let me just end this post with pictures I taken few days back. miss you, love
Posted on : Friday, February 13, 2009
Posted at : 10:09 AM Current Mood : To start off, I'd like to say I miss Muhamad Yusuf Bin Abdul Rahim. :[ Though it's just 1 day he left for A Camp, Chia misses him VERY much ok! I hope you know how miserable I'm feeling now pfft. Tsktsk Chia sedih tau, merana hidup Chia tak sms/msn/jumpa Uchop HEHE. Eh ngada-ngadanyer aku puik! Masyallah. >.< Besides him, I'm missing Hani Humairah Bte Kamil too. It's been a day since we didn't contact each other sey. Let's cross fingers they'll have fun overseas w their schoolmates yek. ^o^ Abeh korang have fun, aku pulak merana sorg-sorg rindukan korang sheesh. Banyak cantik korang huahua! Mangkok betul. K bedek. My feelings are unconditional fyi. EH SERIOUS OK TAK TIPU! *kening naik-naik* So today is the 13th Of February which marks my 5 Months w Boyf. Woah! Happy sangat-sangat lah saya nie hehe. *grins* With that, I'd like to dedicate a one whole speech for him boleh? HEH. Sweet kan aku, I know. Dearest, I'm glad we made it through, through the thick and thin for f-i-v-e months. Though certain times I felt like giving up, you were always there for me. I shouldn't have been so blind not to see that. :[ W/o that endurance and support of yours, I'm sure we'll be nothing near to now. Maybe giving up just isn't what you're about. Besides, I know I've hurt you a lot w many shits I did. Despite that, you were still on your feet standing and enduring me w/o even showing your anger towards me. Not even a bit of it. And to a certain extent, I even wondered if you have a feeling called "anger". -.- Yet again, I'm sorry for all wrong I've did to you, really. With that, I'd like to wish a very Happy 5 Months to us both YAY! Berikan ribuan tepukan untuk Nur Azira dan Muhamad Yusuf atas pencapaian ini heh. I'm sure nobody can break us apart and noone ever could ok. Cause nothing is ever going to come between us, it's just about you and me. And what we are is what they'll never be. I'll stand by you through all odds, I promise. :] I love you very much. Ok I'm done with my speech heh. Be jealous people, I type all that from the bottom of my heart tau. ^o^ Anyhoots, Happy Valentines Day to Couples out there. I hope you all will have an everlasting relationship. And don't give up whatever happens alright, I'm sure it'll give you good at the end. Ok golek, I'm done posting. Takecare humans. P/S Chris Brown, I'm still ten toes on my feet supporting you. I know you aren't like what I heard from the Media. Double duh. And I really put on much believe you won't do that w/o any reasonable reason. I'm still your number one fan through whatever ok! :] Love you very much, Chris Brown! Let's just hope he'll read this. stress yet satisfied
Posted on : Saturday, February 7, 2009
Posted at : 1:09 PM Current Mood : It has been weeks since I've updated my blog eh. Tsktsk mcm tgh nazak sey -_- Blame the hectic schedule I have which resulted me to malas-ism HEH. Still, apologies for not updating and leaving this blog hanging ok! HEEEE comfirm korang miss me many much kan, I know. *shakes head* Ok enough already. So, School is getting darn horrible each and every day grr. *grits teeth* Projects and assignments are piling up and I'm goddamn sinking w all of those. It's a matter of time I'd be like Rihanna in her Disturbia video clip. Oh god! o.O Ini serious shit punya case, no exaggeration ok! Haha! But still, I'm enduring for the sake of doing well in this streaming year and so on. So teachers, juniors and seniors, appreciate this hard work of mine ok HEH. ^o^ Macam pah. But to look on the brighter side, my life is on a great and smooth track recently. My team won over Arshad's team for Debate on Tuesday. And also me becoming the Best speaker. Hard to believe, I know. Now that resulted me to be the Host for Sec 1's story-telling session soon. Well, that sounds like pigs flying up-up high in the sky kan? -.- Believe it or not, it's true. *runs aimlessly* At least my hard work of "standing up for my rights" is paid off heh. Besides that, Maths isn't a big deal for me any longer. Even my Maths Bridging Teacher mentioned I'm showing improvements. A job well done to me, Nur Azira Bte Khairil Anuar. Yay me! So see, isn't it true I'm becoming much more hardworking? (Bragging in Progress) I'm even writing a whole chunk of Science and Maths notes inside my notebooks, for the first time. Well let's cross fingers that I'll keep up this hardworking thing of mine. *prays hard* Ok! Enough of school talks already. Woah it's already 7th of February eh? FUUUH! W/o me realizing, Common Test 1 is drawing nearer already seh. Sungguh the rapid eh time flies, like lampu kelap-kelip like that. o.o I guess I was just too much busy with works till I got lost in time CHEY. Ok whatever much, Chia. =.= So on Friday, it marks the 5th Month of me being w Dearest. I'm very much eggcited about it ok! HEHE unbelievable much. *kening naik-naik* But too bad for him, he'll be away to Adventure Camp. AWWW I'll miss you very much hubby. I promise I'm up to no mischief ok. And oh ya, the following day is Valentines Day YAHOO YAHOO! I'm really looking forward to the Outing with my Girlfriend ok. Let me end my post with wishing the newly attached Couple on the 6th Feb. I hope you both will have a smooth and happy relationship through out. May you both last super long okay! Alright girls, hands off Apin because he's Linlin's! *winkwink* Ok golek. I love my Boyfriend very much haha! Muah! :D Happy Birthday February Babies!
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Posted at : 11:18 AM Current Mood : Anyway, I really hope you'll succeed in future and be a good brother to me and Kakak. And I hope you'll last long with Kak Edlin too! Ok cancel the kakak HEHE. Jangan macam-macam woi! Mentang-mentang dah 20 eh. *kening up-down* Love you many much. Happy NS-ing in the hutan Abang! :D And please don't hesitate giving me some bucks if you have extra kachings k! $.$ Your super irritating and spoilt sister, Chia! I hope you'll succeed in life and as well as studies ok. Thanks for being such a great friend for this past 2 years alright, girlfriend! And I hope you'll have a blissful year this year. I hope your wishes will come true too. So, blow candles more ok? HAHA! Anyway, I hope our friendship will last very long lah boleh? *winkwink* Oh ya, be a good Treasurer too tau huahua! ;] Love you many much. Takecare! So that also means you're err.. 4 months older than me right? *kening up-down* Well that's not the point. HEHE! x.x I really do hope you'll have a blessed and fruitful year ahead darling. Make sure you do well with flying colours in your studies okay. And, and, may our friendship be stronger and unbreakable ok? *tears of joy HAHA* I'm also missing you many much here. Love ya! Muah! Takecare. |