Posted on : Sunday, August 24, 2008
Posted at : 6:54 PM

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Despite myself feeling really down, I'm forcing myself to post this up.
Heck, I should get over about that goddamn class outing eh.
But still, Chia sad, very very sad and even more sad k. Tsk.
Fuiyoo, stress terkangkang sial aku.
HEBAT!

To my beloved baby,
I never want to see you go, neither seeing this friendship wreck.
So why must we tear down this friendship that is still anew?
Just because of one’s attitude that is never goddamn intolerable?

You know, you’ve been the bestest girlfriend that I've ever met this year of 08.
Only you can make me laugh despite all the hardships I'm going through.
Only you can crack up lame jokes that yet made me laugh till my stomach aches.
You knew how to cheer me up whenever I feel hurt by whatsoever she did.
You've been my pillar of strength cs you're always there when I need you & your humor.

To me, you're the most awesome friend that anyone can ever get.
Honestly, you're the only that has so much patient in a person that pisses you off.
Cs I know all this while you're avoiding the feeling of hate & madness towards her.
Instead of scolding her, you said sorry tho it wasn't part of your fault.
You're trying your very best to tolerate her & save this friendship from falling.
I don't blame you cs you took hell lots of pain from all this *drama.
You deserve a break, if it's the best for you.
*Capek deh!

Lastly, I really feel terribly and horribly bad on the 17th of Aug 08.
I'm sorry that I couldn't defend you when he insulted you.
If only I got over him and my feelings for him weren't fresh and existed no more…
I would've spit words that could make him feel a tight slap on his face.
I know sorry won't make your wounds go away.
I know I should've prioritized you first then him who doesn't appreciate me at all.
*crying teresak-esak*

I really hope I can be there someday, just like you always do.
I love you very much, Nads Baybeh! <3

And to another You,
I mean no harm posting this up.
Probably I'm speaking up for some of our friends?
Oh no baby, don't start crying and screaming your lungs out.
Just so you know truth hurts as much you hurt us.
You got to accept that fact okay.
This time, the feeling of desperate won't help you this okay!
*kenyit mata*

P/S
Play this song while reading.
Very touchy lah sey-.-