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Belated Pictures.
Posted on : Thursday, June 26, 2008
Posted at : 7:39 PM EH, I miss Woodlands Primary lah tolong! Fuiyoo! Rindu banget siulzx, tsktsk. And this are pictures that was taken on Sunday @ Fuchun CC's Toilet. HAHAHA, cari salon kape? Relek suak ehk. O.o Okey, I enjoyed Malay Dance Practice to bits today. I think my Group improved a lot aye, cheh. Nampak Instructor terus tegang siol nanti. -.- HAHA, perangai kental siak. Anyhow, I was pretty pissed just now, when I'm being ignored while talking. Tolong lah ehk, isn't it macam kongajar? Masyallah yawzx. Nie Siti plak macam betul jek nak sepak dier peh muka. o.O Macam paham ah ok, lol. -.- Bye people. I love today, but I don't love the part when I'm invisible to you(!!) Damn it siak. :( newsflash, people!
Posted on : Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Posted at : 8:49 PM OMFG! O.o MY SIM CARD HAS BEEN OFFICIALLY TAKEN AWAY, WOOO. -____- In other words, it's simply confiscated. So, ring a bell people! Anything, just beep my crib's number yaw! (HUHU, step laku jek siah-.-) Problem ah gini, tapi tak apa lah eh. And the reason is obvious, isn't it? That's cs my bill betol nyer burok macam pantat kuali ah ini kali! Mak oi! It reached over $100 man, siapa nak pergi bikin! Thanks to the messages I texted for over 1000, sedangkan ada 500 free aja. Tengok lah tolong, how stewpid and careless I am! *roll eyes* Pikir money grow on trees or whaaaaaat, hehehehe. (cheh, macam paham aja. tapi siket pun tak jalan-.-) But on the "brighter" side, this is the first achievement I made in the year of '08. FUIYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. HAHA, perangai betol nyer seeeeyaawl sak ini pompan. Sental muka kau dengan pantat bangla baru tau eh. Anyway, I'll update more when I'm free. Sekarang, homework serious shit nyer tepek-tepek atas meja siah. Mintak kene sumbat pat dlm jamban aja seh. -_- Stress botak sak dijadikan aku siolzxzx. >< And btw eh people. Kasut Dinah lawa...brand Warrior, colour merah and grey plak tu. -.- PHUIYOO, aku jealous. Cheh, like not! Relek suak eh. Korg2 yang tgh garuk sampai half koyak pasal ini, tak usah ambil tau. It's just a typical shoe and I'm just o.O by someone's comment. HAHAHAHA, bikin kelakar kape. -_- Ok bye people. Goodnight. (= P/S Maybe I love you all along. Monday Blues
Posted on : Monday, June 23, 2008
Posted at : 3:44 PM HAHA, Monday Blues? Yes, no. Sadly it wasn't Monday Blues that ruined today's day. That, in result, made me turn into a perempuan kuku siah tadi. o.O Anyway today, I mean just now morning. I heard some super panas newsflash from Siti regarding me. Allahmaalam betul ke tidak lah. Korg2 yang tgh garuk sampai half koyak pasal tak tau, just baca lah-.- HAHA, tak baik seh. -___- Tapi serious shit uh siulzx, problem ah like this! Ada patut dia cakap aku desperate untuk Bro dia? PALA HAWWTAK DIA LAH! Mak oi, maksud dier macam aku die-die nakkan Bro dia? EEEEE. Ini betul2 dah melampau ah siah. Malang seh nasib, sampai next year aku kene go on with his presence. Leceh ah gini. Anyway, aku no time nak merayu-rayu all this ok. Dia ingat ni filem Hindustan kah?-.- Aku buat lidah kau macam kuku, baru tau sak. Cheh. (mcm paham ah ok) And kalaupun you want to hate-tag my blog after reading this, go ahead eh. But my reaction will just go normal, aku kan okgo. Sentiasa act cool. And I'll just say: KAU TERASA APE KEHE? BODOH PE SAK? MANA ADA NAMA KAU DI SINI! I'd advice you to run aimlessly and say, "angkat paisey bebehzxzx" HAHAHAHA, boleh bayangkan siak muka dia buat gitu. Jahat seh aku.-.- Ok, this is all I have in mind to blog since just now morning, during Assembly. Frankly ah, aku hanya nak lepaskan tention aku jek. Heh. And tadi aku nampak dia kat luar sekolah, I was like aik. Panjang umur eh. Aku fikir nak campak pebbles abeh lari seh. Tapi tkperlah. Nanti dia panggil member dia turon, siapa nak gi bikin siol. Serik seh. Mampus aku kene lari lintang pukang macam lipas sampai patah siah pinggang lari far2-.- Pikirlah masak-masak who you want to think it is. This is for he who knows lah eh. Cheh, macam best gitu. Like playing the game of Cluedo, HAHAHAHAHA. (oke, part ini dah wdv, seriously) And fyi, karma is real bebeh. Ok bye people. P/S God, what's wrong with me? I feel so jahat for being so -.- to you, the whole day of today. I'm sorry for ignoring you the whole day and looking away when you tried to talk. I hope you know how difficult it is for me to trust you back, after all this. But I know, it's no use avoiding you when it's hell not your fault? And bear this in mind baby. I really miss 2007 with you. :( And what I'm saying is for real. "Only god knows how much I love you. Probably more than you'll ever know" The 18th.
Posted on : Thursday, June 19, 2008
Posted at : 4:30 PM Yaw, yaw, yaw! Huahua, wtf? -.- Mintak kene kaki siol ini pompan gila. Anyway yeah. I had the best yet boring yet chaotic day on the 18th, yay! Apa nak kata? My emotions went random that day. Huahua, macam rainbow yaw. -_- I'd thank Sis, her Boyf and as well as his Bro for making me laugh(at least). Yeah, the plan of making up my 17th did work on the 18th. *grins* Thanks ah ehk. Thanks. :D So, to summarize things up. Yesterday rained rats and elephants.(couldn’t describe how rabak it was luh) Thanks to that, I came into CP drenched with my hair and baju wet. Damn it siak. ><" But it didn’t smudge my make-up tho, MUAHAHA. Luckly I bought MAC and Maybelline's yeah, that's why!(WTF KAN I KNOW) Boasting in progress, heh. ^^ Anyhoots, we went to the Cathay at CP itself, to watch a movie. Malangnya, we had a super hard time selecting what movie to watch-.- Cs the movie timing yesterday sucked banyak eh tolong lah siket! Since it sucked yaw, we watched The Happening, cheychey. Kirakan nak buat our day more happening ah konon! HAHA. -_- Tapi The Happening, betol peh babi happening tau tak siah. It's scary but not that scary ah. But serious shit ah, they should've rated it as PG(!!) Suspense dorg maut siah and gruesome much-.- MUAHAHA, I screamed like fuuh-kee-mak cs the cerita macam yucks siulzxzx. Eeeeeee, kental. Perangai burok ehk? Ku hulurkn 1-0 jariku utk meminta maaf kpda orang yng duduk sebelahku. *winkwink! (angkat paisey ah tapi. aku rasa aku pekik paling kuat. HEEEE, peace yawz!) But wait, the popcorns tasted sweeter and delicious somehow? HAHAHAHA. So after that movie. Gedebak, gedebuk dah masok pukul 7 lebih. Then we went off to meet Sis Boyf' friends to main bola @Admiralty, CHEH. Dah semangat-semangat naik bus abeh tkde orang, kuku! Nasib badan. Abeh dah, kita berangkat to Tekong Park then had a looong walk back eh? I spent that loong walk back by jiwang-ing, chehbah-.- But out of nowhere kan! Ade geek terkeluar kat tgh2 jalan. HAHAHA. Muka borat man, right. Paham-paham jek lah ehk korg. Kgo, dah sampai Tekong pon takde orang. Aperlah nasib. But then, they all just played solo macam aku lah jugak. Jiwang satu corner, tak kacau orang peeeeh. -_- Sampai lampu tutup baru kita angkat kaki, which was about 10.30pm? Chopchopchop! It's balek time baby. And I alrdy know the handshake aft 3 people taught me in one go-.- Overall, I had the best on the 18th and I just love the best<3 Honestly, I never felt this fun on my Anniversary before. Tsk. Nie serious tak bedek. Serious shit bebeh! Thanks a lot for making me feel better yawzxzx homies. HAHA, mcm paham ah ok. Ok bye! :D P/S If I didn't mention it here, would you bother to text me? You said you love me, then prove it. Will you? Cs I don't see it coming, love. <3 I'm stucked, mentally. Help me god, pfft. polaroid
Posted on : Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Posted at : 10:11 PM Hello lovely dovely, huahua. I've updated this post with pictures that was taken today. Errr, not exactly all the pictures that was taken uhk. HAHA, but isnt't it like finally ehk? -.- Anyway yeah people. I don't feel like elaborating more about today. Cs it'll just drive me kachang. (!!) And that is supposed to be bad ehk. Very bad, fyi. -__- (kata aja first month, satu habuk pun aku tak rasa. serious shit punya) Ok, tomorrow the Eighteenth, isn't it? o.O I've got a double date with some "Lady's Man" bebeh. HAHA, believe it or not siaaaa? *giggles* But unfortunately, he's a beginner but I'm here to help. Chey, chey. Macam paham ah ok. Ok, random as it may sounds. But I'm feeling that way right now. K bye, cb nabei. P/S No, no, no, no. Seeing you just now, didn't made my heart skip a beat. But made me going, "DAAAAAAAAAMN SIAAAAAAAAAAK." First month kape? -.- (Chia, shut up you xxl mouth. Mintak kene lempang with kaki siulzx) Happy 17, no?
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Posted at : 1:35 AM Hello lovely. It's early in the morning already, which makes today 17.06.08. Thank god I'm not asleep yet cs I've not forgotten Farah's B'day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING FARAH! *winkwink* Huahua, love you yeah. Smuaaaaaaacks! (comfirm aliuh bertepek-tepek-.-) Anyway, hope I've got enough moneh to buy you a BIG FAT DOLL ehk. -__- HEHE, no moneeh no talk bebeh. Eh yo, what th hell uh, nabei cb. What's up with typical kopitiam boys lah siulzxzx. No life, go drink kopi, buat bunyi, mintak no.? (random) (Nie part dah case pasrah maut, serious shit ah seh-.-) Ah bagus ah, my relationship macam bertepuk sebelah tangan. And so, Happy 1st Month after patching up, to myself. <3 Pfft, don't mention it anymore yaw. Don't even think of wishing me if you happen to read this. Cs I hate more remembering what we did on our very 1st Month, October last year. I do remember, I do cherish it and that's a big fyi. I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you. K bye, k thanks. -.- P/S What the heck siak? Today's our Anniversary. And you haven't even say it towards me. You know, I'm trying hard to give you another chance. And lately, I've been really feeling unappreciated. I don't know how much more I can take from you. Cs you don't do the things you used to do. "Koyak siul hati aku ini! DAMN SAK. HAAAAAAAAA." Breakdown
Posted on : Monday, June 16, 2008
Posted at : 11:14 AM I don't even know why I'm crying right now. The quotes-seeing and the stupid sad songs made me breakdown. Fuck you love, seriously. Maybe we're not feeling each other like we used to. But I really find it hard to let you go just like that. We've been through lots together, don't you think so? All I can say, if you love me, let me know. And if you don't, I think it's best if you let me go. Cs I don't know if there's still the existence of love for me to you. Maybe our miscommunication and disappearance tells it all? Yes? No? I don't know, really. And I wish I'd have the guts to say this to you, The other day you said that it wouldn't be like it used to be. I'm going out now, BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHS. -.- P/S You're hiding behind words you speak. Are you really feeling me? Up to Random
Posted on : Sunday, June 15, 2008
Posted at : 4:13 PM Hello, Hi. :D It’s been more than a week since I updated ehk. Macam malas gitu nak update-update blog. -.- Lagipun nothing super duper special happened during this holiday, pfft. This paragraph that you're about to read is random. Aku telah tidor for about 13 hours, w/o stopping. Pecah seh record, fuiyoo~ Imagine itu, babi pun kalah agaknya. -__- Ok, anyway. I went overnight at East Coast Beach and I reached home for hours ago. I did nothing but jiwang inside the tent, listening to random music in PSP. Tapi dalam banyak-banyak benda aku buat di sana kan. Part aku sight-seeing anjing-anjing dogwalk is the best bebeh, MUAHAHAHA! Serious ehk, I saw variety and many-many dog species strolling siulzx. Macam cool seh. Ada yang macam anorexic, ada yang macam diabetes lah. Nasib none of them are like hotdogs ehk? (ini dah wdv peh merepek ah ok. serious.) -___- Coincidentally, Sis' Boyf came there at midnight to pancing at Jetty(Tetty)-.- Cheh, cheh! Pancing ikan or what siak? *scratches head* Aku tengok takde ikan pun kat sana, tak pernah pun aku nampak. Lain maciam ah aja. Comment tak perlu ehk pompan, hehe. -.- Besides that, I had a one and one talk with Mimie. Like always, mengumpat and biatching are our thangs bebeh. (playing the song: Showstopper by Danity Kane) Jengjeng, macam paham ah ok, nyahah. *dangles tongue* So yeah, basically. I was just babbling abt my bitter relationship with my used-to-be Ex Boyf. The funnny yet kongajar part ah ok. (Let's exaggerate on the pronouncation of fun-nnnnn-ny) Like you don’t know my XXL mouth lah, gitu ehk. Bila dah start bobal, nanti tak cukup butang untuk tutup balek. But really it takes time to heal your relationship. And trust me, fighting brings you closer. But I’m not saying you should fight often ah seh. Korang tangkap maintain aja dah ok. *winkwink* Last but not least, I know it’s kind of late to say thank you. But I want to thank a lot to people who bothered to buy me presents. Serious siah, I love you people for giving me cute soft toys baaaabe. HAHA, and it’s a matter of time you’ll see all of ‘em being hit by tsunami with my aliuh. -.- So hear me thank you people, cause it’ll only be the first and the last time I’m posting this. THANKS: oApin for giving me a super cute B’day Card & Famous Amos Teddy Bear. oHani for giving me a sweet B’day Card & an Espirit's Top & a Green Turtle Plushie. oNads for buying me a Dog with floppy ears mcm kambing & Hearts'Plushie. oSeety for giving me a Sick Cat Plushie 'cause the bulu keeps on dropping like brapa tahunnya -.- oEeila for buying me a Teddy Bear filled with kacang hijau, I think. -_- oBrother for giving me 20 bucks and singing for me the Lolipop chorus. *sticks out tongue* I'll update the second post with pictures I took. And tak diam-diam dah nak bukak skola seh. O.o Huahua, k bye. P/S I can't really describe what I'm feeling towards you now. All I can say, the song Unappreciated by Cherish does say it all. I hope you noticed, I hope you know how much I want us to be like we used to be. I miss you, again and endlessly I will. But I know, you wouldn’t reply me with an "I miss you too". 'Cause all you going to ask, "Why do you even miss me?" SHEEEEESH, I'm sad? Tsk. Fuck you love. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. -.- *cursing under my breathe* Belated Post.
Posted on : Thursday, June 5, 2008
Posted at : 12:46 PM Ok, hello lovely people! :D I should wish myself a very Happy 13th Birthday yeah! I thank god for allowing me to live in this world for as long as 13 years. Alhamdullilah. ^^ Chey, macam paham ah ok! *winkwink* HAHA, stop it with the winks siulzx-.- Yesterday couldn’t be any better or what? Despite the fact it was my B’day, I had Malay Dance practice for 5 hours. Heck, it was pressurizing but I’m already a big girl what. I can take it like a man already lah hor. -____- And I love the pressure and I love the stress baybeh! It pushes me further to dance to my very best, like FINALLY! So after Malay Dance, I got a “surprised” B’day Bash from dearest(s). JENGJENGJENG! xD Surprised or whaaaaat? *smiles bleakly* Seriously it doesn’t feel like it ‘cause it was super duper obvious siulzx. Maybe I know you girls just too well eh, cheybah.(Bragging in progress) HAHA, what to do, the sky is blue! Once again, thanks for the Self-Raising flour babe. Not forgetting, the wishes and presents too. (; I should say out their names eh; Dinah, Nadirah and Siti! I love them, please? <3 But seriously eh, the tepung scares me k. Aku tros jadi kental siah, lari lintang pukang at the rumput all. I was running like lipas kodok ah, apa lagi kan! And what the heck, I looked like one since my “feelers” was all over my face-.- Sumpah aku panic macam nak botak ok. Ok, meanwhile at home. I had a small celebration with a cute chocolate cake at night with family. It was the simplest yet sweetest, I thank you a lot! Maybe there's a party at ECP together with my Sis since her B’day is on the 12th. Ok, nnti I’ll comfirm with everyone the further details ah ok? ^^ Anyhoots, I'd like to thank others who made an effort to wish me exactly at 12am. Doesn’t matter in what way you all wished me, whether thru Friendster, SMS or MSN. It really made me feel appreciated and did make a difference to me in any way. I love you all siulzx, many-many, much-much and truck loads! Esp precious people in my life macam Boyfie, Hani Baby, Annie and Aikal too~ (Not arranged according to the time:D) And lately during this holiday, I've been occupying my time watching online movies. Fyi, this is one of the signs of me, being plain kering, pokai. Or should I say, kedekut eh. HEHE. Macam paham ah ok. Padahal-padahal! But I surely recommend you to watch A Walk to Remember. HAHAHA, jadi promoter plak aku nie~ Kbye, I know this post is not worth the read. But I promise the next time I blog will be fuiyoo, fuiyoo and more fuiyoo! HAHA, ini janji melayu punya~ Yay, I may be watching the Kungfu Panda with Beloved Woodlanders this Sat. Happy holidays ok! :D Just one more, I wish PBS and the 2007 Woodlanders batch to reunite. And I'll never forget ya'all ok! P/S To Boyfie: Being with you back is more than enough of a present to me, from you. I thank you for being with me and I really appreciate the times we had too. And that also includes the tiffs we once had before, HAHA. *winkwink* Have a safe trip back and enjoy yourself tho you went on my Bday, not bragging. Take care, I love you many-many, much-much, alot and alot more b. Thanks for everything and the wish you sent me too b. <3 My Sweet 13th Birthday
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Posted at : 5:45 PM HEHEHEHE. CAN I LIKE UPDATE LATER? :DDDD Birthday!
Posted on : Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Posted at : 8:11 PM Let me make this post big! I'M TURNING THIRTEEN TOMORROW. OK, wait for my next post at exactly 12am later luhzx. And I wonder who'll wish me first at 4 June? *scratches head* HAHA, excited nampak! Bored eh.
Posted on : Monday, June 2, 2008
Posted at : 10:35 AM Personality Test. - You Are An ESFP The Performer You are a natural performer and happiest when you're entertaining others. A great friend, you are generous, fun-loving and optimistic. You love to laugh - and you like almost all people equally. You accept life as it is and you do your best to make each day fantastic. In love, you are a smooth talker and incorrigible flirt. While you get into relationships easily, you don't tend to stick around when times get tough. At work, you do well in groups. You keep everyone laughing through difficult tasks. You would make a good actor, designer or counselor. How you see yourself: Capable, fair and efficient. When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, stubborn and silly. http://blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz Do You Have Him Hooked? - You're Reeling Him In It sounds like you and your guy are a fairly new couple. He's into you, but he's not willing to bet his life on it. But if you've been together for a while, you may need to consider why he's not hooked yet! http://blogthings.com/doyouhavehimhookedquiz |