Posted on : Sunday, March 2, 2008
Posted at : 4:50 AM

It's already early in the morning and I haven't got to sleep yet.
Huahua, nocturnal creature or what? -_-
Nevermind, tak kacau orang sudah ehk.

Nevertheless, life's horrible and I'm very sad. *roll eyes*
My head is literally spinning macam merry-go-round siul.
It's as if melodic Hindustanis songs are playing inside my bloody head, cheh.
And I'm still wondering how people hate just by judging the looks eh.
Hey, it's weird alright. -.-

Oh well, screw you people who hate me for who I am not.
This goes especially to people who never talked to me but yet hate me.
Regardless your age, it doesn't make any difference.
Age is just a number and whether you're fifteen or so, it's equivalent.
Because I think you lost your sense of maturity for your age.
And tell me now, why should I respect you? *scratches head

Great, March Holidays is in the next two weeks time!
I supposed it's a “Y-E-A-Y!” for someone like me? -.-
Phew, finally I can have day out with my Girlfriends, Pals and also myself.
It's been such a long time since I've laugh and had a wonderful life.
And finally I can cry my hearts out, wailing my problems in bed eh.
Right, I don't know why but I think I'm having depression, HOHO.

Ok forget it.
Lately, I've been thinking of love.
I wonder if I know how to put back my faith and love on someone, once again?
You know, I was so worried till I borrowed a book; Learning to Love.
Hell yeah, I'm serious tau!

Short to say, I still love you.
And I thought by harassing you it could stop me from loving you.
But unfortunately, it didn't.
And the main basis of me having a breakup was a sacrifice.
It wasn't an option, cause that's the only way to make you happy.
(Do I mean it, in the first place?)

Okay, I'm crapping already.
Bwahaha, chiaozxz.
And good morning earthlings! *winks

P/S
Where were you when I said I loved you and when I cried at night?
Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you.
Thinking of all the times we shared.

I remember when my heart broke and I gave up loving you.
My heart couldn't take any more of you.
I was sad and lonely.

I remember when I walked out and I screamed I hated you.
But somehow deep inside, I'm still loving you.

No one knew all the pain I went through.
And all the love that I saved deep in my heart for you.
I didn't know what to do, where to go.
But you urged me to leave.