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Posted on : Sunday, March 23, 2008
Posted at : 10:39 AM Okay, I don’t know why but lately I’ve been sleeping real early. Hell to the yeah it’s early but still, I’ll wake up late in the afternoon. It’s ironical, you see? -.- And like again, sorry to Daniel and Zafren for not replying your messages. xD Despite Sports Carnival was 2 days before, I still have aches here and there. Kekurangan minum Anlene or whaat? HAHA! For fuck sake, I have a bump on my left eye and that’s superb irritating siul. It’s making my eye looks sepet, you know how much I hate that! What’s more there’s ulses under my tongue okay? All that caused me to be “critically” sick and that doesn’t include my headaches. Sigh? Anyhoots, you can call me a fanatic of Step Up 2. Though I watched the movie to… about 3 or more times, I still urged Dad to buy me the CD. And so he did, I kept on repeating the movie constantly to get the moves right. Sheesh, I envy all their dance movement. And don’t you think Chase is hot? -.- Okay, besides that. I’m super eager to go for the Malacca trip together with ½, 1/3 and ¼. But not because of them I’m eager to go lah okeh. Darlene, Haszirah, Hakim, Zafren, Farah and I have our own “tour” in the hotel. Cause we heard that the hotel is pretty spooky from reviews. Wah, tak boleh carry oi. Gosh, I’ve yet to do my homeworks. Hah, I better start cracking my head on it lah. Taraa~ :D
Posted on : Friday, March 21, 2008
Posted at : 10:39 AM Well, Sports Carnival was on yesterday, despite the fact it was raining-.- Obvious enough, I had a bad hair day lah. Besides that, the whole thing was absolutely tiring, I tell you! Hmm, I slept early at 7pm which was right after I reach home. Apologies to Hani and Zafren for not replying your smses. :D Anyhoots, I played for only two games, Captains' Ball and Netball. The good news is 1/1 got 3rd for Captain's Ball, shabooya! Heck, 1st place goes to a bloody class who played cheat okay, hah! No offends to the students of 1/3 though. *peace? Ohya, and Dodgeball we got 2nd. But for Netball, we lost. But the good thing is that retribution occurred to a 1/3 student who kicked my player. Guess what ehk? She injured badly on the leg. (a-w-w) Heehe, serve you right lah sey. So like normal, my class went over enthusiastic. We cheered like nobody business and ended up being restless for the whole day-_- Anyway, never can I deny that Zafren and Arshad made Farah and I laugh like bonkers. HAHA, tak senonoh lah siul. Okay, yesterday was fun, fun, fun yet tiring macam crazy. And for the Prize Giving Ceremony, it was hilarious, I tell you. Darlene, Haszirah, Farah and I were super tired that caused us to be retards. Huahua, we laughed at somebody-that-I-dont-wish-to-tell cause his face looks like an ostrich when he smile. But serious ehk, he does look like one. (duh) Holidays are here again. And it's time to party, like not. Anyway, I saved $10 in a week and I'm left to save $80 more. Maybe I'll do a hair treatment first. Taraaa~ I'm done posting. P/S How come it seems hard to see you with other girls?
Posted on : Sunday, March 16, 2008
Posted at : 8:23 PM •School is reopening tomorrow. •Lost my homework. •Haven’t washed my shoe. •Haven’t had my hair cut. •Had a great time with Ariani, Nabila, Hani at Vivocity. •School's going to have Sports Carnival soon. •Tomorrow’s Seventeen of March. Sheesh, I don’t even know why I’m writing in point forms. Oh well, probably I’m getting dumb to write it out in perfect sentences. And maybe there are too many activities to elaborate lah. But as you can see, I’m NOT ready for School tomorrow. Cause I’ve not done any homework and I can hear scolding somehow~ And I lost my Literature worksheet, how good can that be huh? I should blame that teacher for putting me at the back of the class w/o a partner-.- Whatever eh, I’m so going to do it right after school and pass it up anyway. Anyhoots, I had a great time with Girfriends the other day in Vivocity. Headed to Vivocity at 11.15am and that was when we received a call from Darlene. Many apologies dear, we were running late that time. *roll eyes Reached Golden Village at about 1pm and booked the Leap Years ticket at 2.30pm. I got to agree with Ariani that the movie was touching and sweet! Honestly, we four cried in that cinema with our tears drooling down~ Cheh, very sentimental ehk, and that was the first time I hear silence in the cinema. Well, okay. Tomorrow’s Seventeen and I dread for this day to come. Urgh, I could even hear the song “Sweetest girl” playing inside my head. I really have to get a brain-wash with everything that got to do with him. Hopefully I don’t have any love for him anymore since he has another girl in his heart. Yeah, hopefully.. Well, I got to admit that I miss being my own self. Never can I deny that I’m disguising as somebody else. I miss laughing like a loser without an end. Lastly, I really miss feel being loved by you. But oh, it’s all history. Toodles, I’m done with this. : ) March Outing
Posted on : Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Posted at : 11:43 PM Okay, it's 11.44pm & I haven't doze off to sleep yet. The reason is simple, it's 'cause I have loads of stuffs flickering inside my bloody head. &None of the task for my March Holidays that I posted here, is accomplished! Sheesh, and I should blame the f*cking weather lah, punat. -.- So, tomorrow I shall be heading to Vivo City with Girlfriends. I have to admit that I really missed them a lot, serious tak bedek. And let's cross our fingers that tomorrow’s weather would be just fine. If it doesn’t, it’s going to be a pretty bad day for me then. Cause my precious dress and hair would get destroyed by the acid rain! *cries EEEWW, menyampah nyeeeeeer aku. (tau tkper ehk) &As you can see, I've change my blogskin into this for now. Cause I got really sick with the previous one. & I decided to change before my eyes bulge out even more. Huahua, sumpah bedek-.- Oh my, I kept on backspacing cause I just can’t find the right words to type out. I beg your pardon, ‘cause I'm turning dumb each and every day. Bwahah, at least I’m being honest here. WOOO, it’s dark already. &I’m the only one who’s awake in the house. Sounds so quiet, feels so eerie so, might as well I sleep. Unlike last time, I wasted my beauty sleep talking on the phone with "usedtobe" Boyfriend. Ermm, we didn't really talk non-stop actually. -_- Infact we mute all the time and fight like warriors. Kental kan, aku tau! Ohyaya, I made a new record siul! I'm already single for 2 months, not 1 but 2! But ouch, it's quite hard to be single for months. Cause I did reject someone that I didn't mean to upset. Yadayadayada, not my fault oke. Taraaa~ :D P/S I left you because I loved you a lot. I know you wanted her as much as you want me. It’s already said and done anyway. And oh, did you find who you were really, truly, looking for? *roll eyes*
Posted on : Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Posted at : 12:12 AM Hello people. Just a short, quick update to list out my task for March Holidays! Huahua, aku dah excited sangat youuu! -_- - Have my hair fixed, rebond either fringe or my whole hair. - Purchase the whole set of Philips Hairstyling Stuff. - Reunion gathering with Woodlanders, especially PBS. - Outing with Riversidians, probably? -.- - Watch The Leap Years Movie, with "whoever-that-wants" Okay, I'm done. I'll update more in the future, if that's possible. Taraa~ P/S I didn't know that he changed into someone mentally sick right after. Imagine after he dug his nose, he ate it siul. Maybe he's under dilemma for girls eh, till it drove him nuts? I pity him, really! D: room noises.
Posted on : Sunday, March 2, 2008
Posted at : 4:50 AM It's already early in the morning and I haven't got to sleep yet. Huahua, nocturnal creature or what? -_- Nevermind, tak kacau orang sudah ehk. Nevertheless, life's horrible and I'm very sad. *roll eyes* My head is literally spinning macam merry-go-round siul. It's as if melodic Hindustanis songs are playing inside my bloody head, cheh. And I'm still wondering how people hate just by judging the looks eh. Hey, it's weird alright. -.- Oh well, screw you people who hate me for who I am not. This goes especially to people who never talked to me but yet hate me. Regardless your age, it doesn't make any difference. Age is just a number and whether you're fifteen or so, it's equivalent. Because I think you lost your sense of maturity for your age. And tell me now, why should I respect you? *scratches head Great, March Holidays is in the next two weeks time! I supposed it's a “Y-E-A-Y!” for someone like me? -.- Phew, finally I can have day out with my Girlfriends, Pals and also myself. It's been such a long time since I've laugh and had a wonderful life. And finally I can cry my hearts out, wailing my problems in bed eh. Right, I don't know why but I think I'm having depression, HOHO. Ok forget it. Lately, I've been thinking of love. I wonder if I know how to put back my faith and love on someone, once again? You know, I was so worried till I borrowed a book; Learning to Love. Hell yeah, I'm serious tau! Short to say, I still love you. And I thought by harassing you it could stop me from loving you. But unfortunately, it didn't. And the main basis of me having a breakup was a sacrifice. It wasn't an option, cause that's the only way to make you happy. (Do I mean it, in the first place?) Okay, I'm crapping already. Bwahaha, chiaozxz. And good morning earthlings! *winks P/S Where were you when I said I loved you and when I cried at night? Waiting up, couldn't sleep without you. Thinking of all the times we shared. I remember when my heart broke and I gave up loving you. My heart couldn't take any more of you. I was sad and lonely. I remember when I walked out and I screamed I hated you. But somehow deep inside, I'm still loving you. No one knew all the pain I went through. And all the love that I saved deep in my heart for you. I didn't know what to do, where to go. But you urged me to leave. |